serves her right

there is this girl in my class who is just so lazy, always avoiding taking responsibilities, and even when she gets it, it's not done diligently. I hate that kind of person...

alright...I know, that's her life...let her be...but when it affects my life, I think i have the right to critisize her...
It's like, during presentation, she wasn't well prepared,always giving excuses like " I've checked in ALL the books but couldn't find it ",and the funny part was, the rest of the tutorial members found it in the book/reference given by the lecturer...hello!!which book exactly you've been SKIMMING thru to look for it......(oo, yea, throughout this rant, you have to check the keywords that are capitalised)..
other eg : her initial sentence " factor affecting it are A and B"
other tutee : What are A and B?
she : A and B are the things that influnce it...... (awkward moment)
again, everybody knows "factors affecting" means "things influencing"....what are you trying to save actually? your thick face?? don'tbother....you are well known as one tongue twister!!

But today, the day finally comes, when she fnnaly got THE LECTURER that she should have gotten in the begginning, but she always lucky, I assume...

and there she was....flustered, faltered, speechless.....name it...I just love to see the reaction....in fact, when she was sputtering whatever cock it was, I was actually sitting in my seat, enjoyingthe show with smug look on my face...what's lacking was only popcorn!!!
believe me, I almost gave standing ovation and hugged the lecturer for finaly get it even for me on whatever unsettled business, uneasy feelings that Ive beared so long...(relieve sigh~)

not a good start

with determination and a whole new hope for myself, i embarked on the journey of this new semester that brings upon 4 science subjects, 4 labs..no kidding.4 LABS, and 2 BHBP..~sigh~

but I tried to be positive, if the seniors could do it, so could we...
but after 2 labs of orthodontic and prosthodontic which both involved taking impressions, I failed..I sucked big time....if I kept counting, I probably had done it more than ten times already and none was accepted.

nahh....it's not the end of the world..I know im gonna make thru this..

just that, it's gonna be one hell of a busy semester...so I won't be blogging much..=(

alahai...cantiknnyee

This is simply beautiful. I like the simple and sleek design. SonyVaio has outdone themselves today....but this baby is not released yet..

I usually see the desgin first...the specs and feats come in second....

Nonethelss, they are equally important.. It's just that most laptops offer the same things, so the design actually become the decisive point.

However,this one is very good enough

Intel Core 2 Duo T7250 Processor (2GHz, 2MB Cache, 800MHz FSB).

It adopts the standard Intel X3100 graphics, and a 200GB hard drives, along with the usual ExpressCard and memory card slots.

hmmm...another dream

AJL and the boys

I'm not really a big fan of AJL but any function that gives me chance to dress up good and socialize, then I'm in for it..

I've been called narcissistic so many times up to the point it sounds nothing but a compliment to me...ergo, you will be seeing a lot of my photos in this blog..so suck it.
I'm too shy and too proud to actually degrade and humiliate myself and snap photos with celebrities,
Plus my fav artists aren't there, so there is really no need for self-inflicted embarrassment by camwhoring with the celebs...

Im not a good singer myself but judgement from the "orang biasa" is also important as we're the biggest potential buyers, not the ten pretty judges that passsed comments and did not but any of the singer's album.

these were the awards and the winners

the best vocal- Faizal tahir-sampai syurga>>>he's good but i think aizat is good as well or even better but owkayyylaaaaa

the best performance-faizal tahir-sampai syurga>>>mm..he brought a new concept and it was interesting but i failed to correlate the situation with the song...and I asked a few viewers and they didnt fathom either the connection between measuring up yr clothes and "sampai syura(till heaven)...so I didnt think he deserved to win..

the best song overall- Meet Uncle Hussein (MUH)
>>>mm...their song was nice and the performance was good but so were the others...So the only reason that I could think of, why exactly the merits tipped on them is simply because of the very typical trend there is in Malaysia..--if you're humble, you can go far

Malaysians tend to like those celebs that are down to earth, come from the rural area, and not seem to be affected by the "glam and havoc" life of the urban society..so if you get to be on tv, and you play your cards right, then voila!!you can be like Mawi~

I'm just speaking my mind out...so if you don't agree, please write it in YOUR blog..=)

Am I lagged ?

I feel maybe coz of my friends mostly are working and some of them are actually the same age with me, yet started working already, it makes me feel so lagged in term of career..

I know health science field courses like medicine, dentistry or pharmacy are time consuming but paying off in the future...even so, I still feel bad especially when they started discussing bout investing on properties, juggling three jobs at a time, money, travels..all these feel like still far ahead of me..*sobbing*how I wish to live that kind of life..(yeah, the hectic, frantic frenzy life, believe it or not, I kinda like it)

and here I am still daydreaming bout all those....and my recent dream is about condo layout...
It's been bugging my mind for a while now, however, I still have a vague image how my future bach-pad will be like...


here's just an illustration

I figured i'll be living alone, so I don't need too many bedrooms...two will be sufficient
and I don't need a spacious kitchen since, if I live alone, I won't be cooking much
but, I really want a big bathroom...and the bathtub..(mmm....~)..hopefully there is big shower too
I don't like the idea of dining table in the middle of the walkway, better not have..I can just eat on the couch or I take down the kitchen wall and replace with a little counter...but again, that's the walkway....

okay, I won't be renting this kind of apartment coz on second thought it's so cacat ...but so lazy to find a new one
I've found quite interesting few on my first search, but didnt think of publishing them..

What I have in mind is super better than this, I don't wanna say now coz let's not spoil the surprise...but everytime I think about it, I will smile to myself...=)

laughter is the best medicine

I came across this in the net...Japanese twisted names

01. Yang pemarah - KEiJI CACIMAKI
02. Yang suka berjimat - SAYORI SUKAMURA
03. Yang bisu - KIETA TADASORA
04. Yang suka makan nasi - NANACHi KASIBANYA
05. Yang suka layan blues - APO NADIKATO
06. Yang suka belajar - ASHIKO ULANGKAJI
07. Yang kerap bikin kacau - WAKASI HURUHARA
08. Yang sangat kedekut - MATIMATI TAMOKASI
09. Yang suka sangat tidur - ICHIBAN TIDOMATI
10.Yang suka mengintai - HINTAI AKOSUKA
11. Yang tua - TARAGIGI PADANMUKA
12. Yang kena tinggal bini - SUSAHATI BINILARI
13. Yang suka merempit - SAJA CARIMATI
14. Yang suka BERSUMPAH - SAIIFOO BAUKARI
15. Yang Lembab - AYUMI SIPUTBABI

If the owner who originally posted this is reading....sorry ya taking without permission..
I'm just thinking this humor worth sharing...hihihi

2009...here I come.

I'm putting a closure to 2008 and opening a new diary of 2009..realize it or not, another year just flew by, yet not much have i achieved during this entire year.

setting another resolution after another seems like a futile effort since last year's resolution is far than being called "achieved"..so this year,I'm just gonna set only 2 resolutions...

1. study harder (and not only last minute)..but too late to do it for this upcoming finalterm exam.

2. be thrifty...ive squandered a lot on unnecessary things.. I think it's time for me to take a step back and spend like a poor does.

hope I can achieve these two easy-to-say,hard-to-do things..

I am charmed

I am hooked with this old "charmed"series which i kinda left hanging years ago...
I slept late at 5am, I didnt shower, I didnt do anything but watching it like i was charmed!

it's not really the new episodes coz i just found out they've reached the final episode quite some time ago..which pan out quite well to me coz I dnt like waiting for each incoming episode and most producers just stopped their series halfway when it's not lucrative no more. So I prefer one that has a solid ending.

only problem being is that exam is just around the corner.. why is it always to be in this kind of time..I only have this compluse of watching series just when exam is coming...

and my results for mid term is not really good..and i've booked ticket back to Malaysia earlier than it's supposed to be, sparing me from taking the remedials if there is any failed paper..

I know.....I know....all the more reason to not recapture all the series now and hit the books...but really i Just cant...maybe i was casted a spell..
So if someone could help me annul the spell and cast some sense into me...that would really help..

I beseech thee
the power of three
to make me study
to score paper and go back happily

mm...you know what they say...just make it rhyme n you've got yourself a spell..

Lame??naaahhh...who cares

Jakarta 2

mm...i've talked bout the food, now I'll cover the places

there are several gigantic malls here that offer things that are not all available in Malaysia

since there is a lot of malls, im just gonna name out the best few

Pondok indah mall

Senayan City near to Senayan Plaza

Pacific Place...havent been there yet

Plaza Indonesia, which is very near to Grand Indonesia

the arrangements of the photos are bit askew but you get it, dont you..

then, i also went to the coolest party ive ever been..

it's a private birthday party held by the Jakarta socialites...it's held at the rooftop of this glass building...

when i walked into that very pasty, I stunt in awe...the set, the people and the ambience...it's just like the things we see in tv..Hollywood style..

okok...im not gonna go to the boasting part, but I'm telling you, i got to meet some of the celebrities such as Shanty, Ratu, Titi kamal, Farhan, Christian Sugiono,Amink...how come my name got in??wahahaha....

Jakarta...I miss u already

A little trip to jakarta was really,really eciting..i've never this excited since my last break in Malaysia.


Yes, i went to jakarta for a few days, staying with Lan at his kosan at Bintaro. Living cost in Jakarta without a doubt exorbitantly high but every single cent i spent was all worth it..


No, I didn't really shop..coz when i went there, ive already decided to focus more on food than clothes. so I tried a whole lot of new things and some of the best that i long havent had.


Frozen yogurt at Sour Sally..the best yogurt ive ever had..you have plain frozen yogurt with selections of toppings; fruits and biscuits..anything..just name it..
the combination of predominantly sour, sweet and salt and umami are just in right amount.


aand Kin No Taki's seafood spicy ramen...my friends said it looked like maggi mee....well, despite the look, it tastes good...but not something tht i would "wow" ..
and krispy kreme doughnuts..mm..you know there is a level where that is it...So, I might just say, it is at par with j.co doughnuts....Ringo's are not bad either...

and then I tried Cold Stone Creamery's ice cream; peanut butter cup perfection..the name speaks for itself..the salty creamy peanut butter blends perfectly well with the milky chocolate ice cream...such a treat to the tongue with occasional crunches of oreo biscuits..eh, is there??not sure, but sth crunchy sure thing was in.. mm...thinking bout it already is mouth watering

and my all time favorite: secret recipe's chocolate indulgence cake..yes, an indulgence indeed into a sinfully delicous cake..

and after got back to bandung, when I was lying idly in the bed, content with all those scrumptious food i had, I suddenly aware of my WEIGHING SCALE giving me an evil look...

OMG!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaa.........I put on weight..

sex education??!!

i ran A LIL BIT late to class today...
I woke up early actually, Im not quite sure what made me late??mm..?? cant put my finger on it.

mm...glad to see my tutor is the lenient one..phewh~
It was quite a tricky topic coz we had a similar one last week..which is Diabetis Melitus(henceforth DM)..
I dnt know how it started but the doctor suddenly brought up about DM can cause impotence. I don't really get the mechanism either but it has something to do with Dm patients have more viscous blood that potentially will clog, so the penis is left unsupplied with bloood, thus ERECTION FAILS!! and the doctor added more bout how the capability to "do it" is really important in a man's life..A man's life is worthless if he can't "do it"..

one thing led to another, all of a sudden, we were discussing bout sex for one good hour.
he told us more about sex, lemme share some of the facts with you which some of them, you might know of already.
1. size doesnt matter. what really matters is your game. because why, the g-spot isn't too far away from the surface of the vagina, so having longer penis doesnt make a difference..
but he didn't talk much bout circumference.I peronally think it's important coz if it's too thin, then u can't really feel it...wahahahaha(evil laugh)..so better pudgy than slender..wahaha

2. try to venture into all kind of styles..missionary, doggy and the one I newly heard "cat stylle"...I dnt know, maybe you rub on her stomach or tickle it with whiskers till she purrs??EEWWW...how i can ever come up with this skeevy thought??..
p/s:I'm not a pervert!!!

3. if the girl is on top, then it's easier for her to reach climax coz she is the ACTIVE one. (quoting Tyra Bank's america's next top model theme song "you wanna be on top?!!!" ....juggling...
and for guys, he can reach climax and ejaculated and remain quiscent for another 15-30minutes, then he can come again. but for girls, she can go on and on, sustaining her orgasmic phase depending on the her super partner.

4. women usually undergo menopause around the age 45-50 but guys can get a woman pregnant even he's 80 years old. Menopause can cause loss of taste sensation, So, if your neighbours' or friends' cookings are too salty or too sweet, that means, she is menopause..mm...a throng of memories just ran by..hehe..

5. women take longer time to reach orgasm. So that's where foreplay is important. that's why we can see some guys put a lot of effort and go thru a whole lot of trouble just to make the girls happy. and it's none other than to get laid~mmm...

Actually only the main points are scientifically true..the side sory is just to make life more colorful...

Jatinangor gave me the blues..=(

check out my new hairdo..I look like an idiot..
I'm actually doing you all a favor by not putting it up here.

I've already got bad feelings when i stepped my foot into that wrecked salon..
my excitement to get a new haircut suddenly turned into a nightmare when i saw the guy who was gonna do my hair..
he looked like Golemn in Lord of the ring...
when he started grazing my hair, I could already smell his smoke-stinky fingers..I cringe to the thought his stinky fingers are all over my hair..EWWWW

then Istarted giving instructions how my hair to be done..I admit my Indonesia language isnt that good but so far when I communicate with my Indo friends, they could understand...but this stylist just simply nodded even tho he didnt udnerstand what I wanted...and when he asked me in his simplified version of Indonesia language which by the way made it even harder fo me to comprehend, he actually irked me to the max. I just felt so annoyed throughout the haircutting time.

I wanted my hair to be trimmed short at the side and as for the back and the front are cut not too short..it's supposed to be longer in the middle, so i can style it like from the side, it's mounting to the centre...get the picture?

but he cropped it tooo short...now it looks like frigging army crew cut!!!Damn it!!I shouldn't come to that crappy salon in the first place..I should have believed my instincts..and now, no turning back!!

and I'm also worried bout my body..It's getting worse.my tummy popping, my butt deflated..it's like everything went the opposite of what I wanted...my confidence really plunge to the ground..Any comment will just shatter my self-exteem. I was all gloomy when I had lunch with my friends..sorry guys.I couldn't help it..for now, I just dont like myself...=(

image of the future

I always daydream bout how my future life will be like...like my future bachelor pad, my 2door convertible mini car, my fabulous single urban young executive life...you know, things like that..


hey, I bet everyone does it ok..


so lemme start off with my future place to live..I think being single, apartment is the best choice..you're still young at that time, spending most of your time outside, building your career...the last thing on your mind will be mowing your lawn, worrying bout tidying up spacey double storey house....so a condo unit sounds perfect..with a zen and minimalist of interior design touch, yr pad will be the most suitable place to soothe your mind after a hectic and frenzy day at work...


next would be cars

living in a busy urban area, horrendous traffic, small parking bays, a small yet sleek car is IT!!

imagine yourself horsing around with this....isn't it just a lady/even guy magnet?


Aston martin coupe car...am I going too far here??hehe...hey, it's a dream..just let me be for this one, k?!

please dnt forget how you present yourself...don't be like some all those old chinese guys who are millionaires but wear wife-beaters, with shorts and slippers...If you're old and are trying to pull off "im rich but down to earth" look, then go ahead...but to me, that is not down to earth, that is just scruffy..



you dont have to wear all the designer's labels to look good....just throw on something that suits the place and time.....

work- shirt and slacks...u're young,indulge in colors...not for pants though

dinner- shirt and jeans or formal attire for formal function...I think you know better than me, im not a fashionista

malls- jeans and tee are always the safest choice




oh, and gadgets...

to complete all the above, we need chic gadgets tht in accord with yr personality.

and I think ones tht match me is round-edged, white and simple type of gadgets..

for instance for laptop...



mobile...(elegant black, solid white,metallic silver, sexy red)











but again, all these are just mere dreams, but who knows it will come true someday...amin..

riddle

mm...I havent finished my pedodontic lab for space maintainer, havent done radiolgy presentation and havent read for Li tmr...and now I'm chatting..hahaha

ok, now i have a teka teki for you
"dalam banyak2 pokok, pokok apa orang takut sekali?"

just my cogitation

When I read my friend's blog bout the Malaysia's fatwa concerning yoga, which considered sinful for muslims, I felt so frustrated...

now people will think that Islam is a confining religion..simply promulgating this is a sin and that is and that is...

we're living in the 21st century where I think most civilised people are at their best conscience...they would know how to differ a plain exercise and those related to worshipping or chanting..
ok, fine..maybe there are yoga in India or wherever somehow got chanting element in them, but I'm pretty sure not in Malaysia, at least not the one practised by public people, n not knowing bout it.

Things are fine they way they are...why some people having so much time to revise all this and make nonsense promulgations. The extemists sometimes ruin it for us. "Ini tak boleh, Itu x boleh"..

Don't you learn psychology? the more you restrict, the more rebellious people would be. It's human nature.

i'm not perfect enough a muslim, since I dnt comply to ALL the rules but I try my best not to do the don'ts especially that can bring harm to other people. and I think I'm better that those who self-proclaim themselves as God's crusaders and manipulate the facts for their own ends..

like this guy"S" once said that whenever there is a politic party bringing the name of Islam, we're subject to follow...and he relentlessly sticking up to his arguement tht dont hold even a drop of water ( die la..simply modifying idiom to my own satisfaction)
what the hell!
the other parties as far as I'm concerned are not against Islam nor bringing down Islam..They are fighting in terms of national policies for the better. On the contrary, that certain party is at fault for USING the name of religion, that they are in holy crusade and arbitrarily labeling people who did not follow them as "kafir".

im kind of going a lil here and there now...haha..bottom line is..If you want to practise yoga as an exercise,quoting Nike." just do it"..

rasa nak perantuk kepala sesapa kt dinding

laptop rosak, so xde update...

sekian~

*bengang gile sampe malas nak tulis lam English*

my weekend

mm...exam could be said "just over"...so I'm still on my hiatus mode..

I thought of finishing all the series and movies that hve been put on hold for exam..again, not to study but the guilt!! my 3-year-old laptop somehow now can only read only a few dvds..maybe the laser is less sensitive or..mmm...I don't know..So i think i need a TV.and Yea!!..ive got a new tv..just a normal 17inch tv,branded Mitsukoshi..my friends burst into laugh everytime i said the brand.. Damn you people!!

the next day after exam, we had a jalan2 again..and at night, we went to have our dinner at this restaurant at PUNCAK. it's a very popular place..from the top, you could see the whole view of Bandung..or so the rumors go..but we didnt go to the top..we went to this place called "COngo"..the food is nice.. I rate this place 4/5..whoever comes to Bandung has to go to this place..there is a few other restaurants like "the view", "the valley"..my friends said they are all nice...


and yesterday, me and friends went to swimming pool at BGG(we went at 10am!!!can you imagine how we're bathed with the scorching, blazing hot sunray!!but since we're there already, so we just decided to dip anyway..consequently, I'm sunburnt!!!waaaa!!!my shoulders hurt and red!!

wish list in the future

When i have nothing to do, I tent to be drown into reverie of what my future life would be like...and I'm sure you do the same thing too..
Among those things that im gonna get when i can afford them and hopefully soon is a computer that none of my kindred relatives have...and that leaves only "the idea of surfing internet on the tv/plasma tv"


with the help of this device(below), it is now feasible..I'm not gonna promote this thing to you..at least not unpaid..
and a "laser mouse"..it's not like other optic mouses/mice??..

and a laser keyboard...that can project the keyboard to almost any surface..
Yes, I can already imagine..me sitting on japanese cushion behind the coffee table where the laser keyboard is projected at, and surfing internet...sigh~..when will I get a chance to bask in luxury life like this...

Am i unlucky or I'm just not lucky?

A lot of things happened today...I had to go to BAndung town to have my tooth x-rayed. when i went there, they were on a lunch break...to make it worse, since it was friday, they got 2 hours break..so I had to wait and wait till i realised I dnt have the reference letter with me. So going there would be a total moo point.
How could i forget bout it when the whole point of going to bandung was to do that!!!!I felt so stupid...But then again, it was an honest mistake coz I was in rush and had just finished asnwering 103 tricky questions of MDE paper.
actually, i could've told them which tooth to be radiographed...i'm a dentistry student for crying out loud..do we need all the formalities?..plus, my dental treatment has been delayed for 2 weeks..all because of that frigging x-ray that I couldnt do asap coz i was in the middle of exam week...and now the dentist said there is food impaction and my gum is swollen...this is just great!!

and what did he do??gimme floss!!mm...mmmm....no comment on that..


Alas, I went to the Roger's to have my legs waxed..and to make my day more eventful, they had limited tools,, so I had to wait for the customer in-serve to finish, then it'd b my turn. Apparently, my precious time is meant for waiting!!

To kill time, i went to the factory outlets store(Episode)..i didnt plan to shop but a miser I am as claimed by WC, I bought 2 items.see.. Im not really a miser...as a matter of fact, I'm not at all..im very extravagant.I bought myself a tee and a boxers.
and I did it again, I didnt bring my member card..thus no 10% discount..

So a conclusion that i could draw from it:

chief complaint: didnt get to x-ray and didnt get discount
anamnesis: didnt bring reference letter and member card
intraoral examination : swollen gums
extraoral examination : waxed legs
diagnosis: DEMENTIA
treatment: ???anyone knows??

realtionship..

okay...who am i to talk about relationship..I've never been in a serious one before and dont think will be in any for the time being...not that I don't want to, but the condition and situations hampered it.

Actually, having a relationship with someone wasn't big a deal to me..Plus, looking at those couple, being with each other 24/7 made me ponder "arent they smothered?arent they bored?" with the same person again and again every time. but as time passes by, and when "biology" gets to me(huhu), I now can understand the need for a boyfriend/girllfriend.

yet, I'm happier being single, untied by anyone, free to do whatever I like, no restrictions whatsoever only if I have more friends to enjoy that with...
but now, I'm in Indonesia, lack of friends..some of which have already couple and even married. To top it off, even friends who are single and once said would stay together no matter come what may, now dishonor their words by ditching their friends for something better..scandal, perhaps?? and now you tell me, how could I not feel longing for a company?I don't think it bodes well for our friendship if they keep on like this.

and having a partner is exactly the right remedy for above...say, you were ditched by your friends, you still have the very person to go to, someone who is "devoted"to you, someone who actually enjoys being with you as so you feel bout it. And maybe it's time for you to ditch your certain friends that only later would realise that scandals are just temporary detour of your life whilst friends are for lifelong...

ive been asked a lot "do you have a girlfriend?not less asked "do you have a boyfriend?"...well..all questions are well received and none offence taken, and with decorum, a gentlemen guy that I am, would answer " I prefer finish my studies first"
...and god knows and my close friends also know that it's nothing more than a BULL SHIT!!

then what?what am I waiting for??call it cliche or classic but im waithing for the right one to appear before me. and by "right", I dont mean perfect or ideal but tolerable and as in malay saying "sedap mata memandang". Ergo, i dont simply couple up with anyone who tried to flirt with me.with them, friends, yes.flings, yes.serious long term realtionship, NO.

and answering question about long distance relationship..mm..I have very little faith in that..I might try but i wouldn't count on it..im type of guy that needs constant love (not sex). need to renew or refresh our love everytime we meet...and long distance kinda make it hard for me..and I can say I'm talking for most of my friends here...living abroad isnt exactly "fun"..especially in a developing country that you have less people that you have possibilities to be with..get what I mean?trying to be subtle here..huhuhu