I'm lazy and lonely..=(

I just finished 5 or 6 papers and next week i have SOCA(find out yourself what's that)and other 3 papers...

i thought i deserved a break...So thursday i dint study and went to Jatos to blow off some steam!!
Friday morning i woke up with a little determination to study but I went to comic rent store and I was hooked there for 3 hours reading "Prince of Tennis" and "Dragon Drive"...(yes., im a comic freak..only anime and chinese kungfu series....no america superheroes crap comics)

In the afternoon , i went to Hema's room, watched "the ugly betty" before going to jatos again to eat..and had a LITTLE chit chat...huhu..mm...for 2 hours..little eh??..then went to send HEma back, and stuck at Ira's room for another hour..the topic is still revolving around "life and future partner"
yes..I'm single...actually i think being single is more problem-free..no??i'd post another entry about relationship ok!!dont worry..ill bore you to death with it..

when i went back to my empty room, i felt so lonely...I sometimes have "lonely-disorder" especially around exam time...I tried to read but my mind was on something else...it's like my eyes are focussed on the paper, and im reading it but when ive finished to the last sentence, I didnt know what i was reading...it's like my brain couldnt imbibe anything ..So I started from the beginning and so it perpetuated again and again..and it took me one good hour to finally realise that it was futile to continue doing so...

So here I am, in the cyber cafe since the internet connection in my house was on off,on off,on off. and with that, my rp125,000(monthly internet fee) flying away in vain. this didnt happen only today but its been 2 weeks..ok fine..rp62,500!

I'm so pissed off..I dnt know the specific,particular reason y im pissed off but i just am...everything seemed awry lately...nothing was right..=((((((((((((((

anybody pliss cheer me up, help me, talk some sense into me, help me putting myself together...sigh~