The Tale of Putera Farhan

Kerja Kuliah Nyata (KKN) finally ended...

2009-08-19T09:02:00.006+08:00

KKN has finally ended..honestly, I feel so sad bcoz after a month at darma Caang, I feel so attached to the villagers...

first day having dinner...no chicken?only "tempe"..die!!

"dangdutan at pine forest!!!I'm sleepy as hell....it was fun though
I drink coconut water almost everyday...that's heavenly blissful

harvesting time~got backache after that

having to bathe here everyday??nonono
working hard at the farm.....(acting)

all the sweet memories wild be firmly stored and hopefully all the sad memories will be shed away in no time..i think the pictures speak a thousand words already...

I've beem tagged!!!!

2009-07-08T16:29:00.005+08:00

1.) Have you ever been asked out?
like a lot...

2.) Where was your default picture taken?
can't u see it yourself?

3.) What's your middle name?
farhan...is that considered my middle name?

4.) Your current relationship status?
single...and no elaboration...

5.) Does your crush like you back?
NEVER ....i always have a crush on someone who never likes me back

6.) What is your current mood?
bored and missing my friends

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
mountain green...why are you interested in my underwear color?

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
this survey is boring.....orange

9.) Missing something?
yea..my friends....i think I mentioned it..

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
stay in matriculation college and not took up on JPA offer....see if that would change my future

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
small flying animal...like dragonfly maybe...coz i want to fly to people's bathroom and peek..

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
quite a few,...but strangely it's all because of drowning

13.) Something you do a lot?
chatting in YM...

14.) The song stuck in your head?
istana khayalan -dewi persik and.....??

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
Dayah anak perempuan Ismail

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
mmm....can't think of any...

17.) When was the last time you cried?
yesterday when i watched "Ant Bully", my eyes were brimmed with tears when Peanut finally gain Zoc's trust

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yea...during PPM...it was really embarassing..i know i have a nice voice but it's still embarassing...

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
telekinesis...beware people...I will use my power for personal gain without hesitation.

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hair..as in body hair....I'm obsessed with it for now

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
ice blended choco chip something....

22.) What's your biggest secret?
it wouldn't b a secret if tell it here..., who made this survey??MORON!!

23.) Favorite color?
hmmm...orange maybe

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
always

25.) What's on your walls?
my polysterene board where i pinned my family anf friends pictures

26.) What are you?
a nice person who's taken for granted by theperson I like...sad~

27.) Do you speak any other language?
Malay language??

28.) What's your favorite smell?
elizabeth taylor- passion

29.) Describe your life in one word.
bland

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
no ..., will the kiss be more sensational if done in the rain???wait.....does in shower count?

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
where the hell is question number 32...again this survey is ting-tong

33.) What should you be doing?
hmm...i dunno...doesnt matter coz im not doing whatever i should be doing rite now and internetting instead!

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
I dnt remember...I easily get upset and easily forget

35.) How often do u talk to God?
u mean like praying??hmm....no comment

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
with someone i enjoy being with, then yea...i Like

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Alcantara

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
huhuhu....sadly yes...I act like an idiot...

39.) What is your natural hair color?
dark brown

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
Faizal....he's such an ass!!

the inconvenient truth

2009-05-06T18:23:00.004+08:00

Everytime I see a couple, be it old or young, good looking or okay lookin' (hehe), my heart is swollen with emotions...colorful emotions...
I'm golden to see that there is a true couple..and hoping that my turn would be soon

I'm green with jealousy to see that he/she already found someone....and they look so happy together that everything around them is just a blurry background image...

I'm blue when I look at myself and I realise that I'm 22 and Im still alone, with no one by my side..(friends not included in this context)

but, after I looked back, and meticulously analysed, I find that maybe I like being alone after all...
When I get the company, I usually feel smothered, suffocated, cannot act like myself, and the worst of all, have to accept people for their weaknesses..and that's just totally opposite than what I'm doing all this while...

and without realising this very fact, Ive wasted most of my college and uni years looking for the right person when the truth is, there is no right person for me...at least not for now, coz i'm not ready to be tied up, to devote nor to commit....
and that explains no matter how many times i tried, with different characters of people, the result is still the same = UNMATCHED

Another possibility is that maybe I've been alone practically my whole life, I was sent to boarding school since i was in form 1 and there, I don't mix around...so venturing into a serious, commited relationship is rather scary and I always doubt myself as one-person guy coz 2 of my uncles married twice and my grandpa married thrice..and people say, it's in the blood....
Or maybe again, this is just a whole lot of crap i make up to justify my cowardly act to try a new thing: berkekasih

So, maybe I should try a different method instead...it's a bit unorthodox but who give a damn at this era...have a lot of scandals and enjoy life while I'm still young...there is a lot of fish in the sea....it's a shame if we keep releasing the fish that we caught just because they re not what we're aiming for...

So, now I'm telling myself....stop looking for the one....just enjoy my life as much as possible with myfabulous friends..and I believe, the one will tag along if I'm meant to have one...

serves her right

2009-03-27T19:10:00.003+08:00

there is this girl in my class who is just so lazy, always avoiding taking responsibilities, and even when she gets it, it's not done diligently. I hate that kind of person...

alright...I know, that's her life...let her be...but when it affects my life, I think i have the right to critisize her...
It's like, during presentation, she wasn't well prepared,always giving excuses like " I've checked in ALL the books but couldn't find it ",and the funny part was, the rest of the tutorial members found it in the book/reference given by the lecturer...hello!!which book exactly you've been SKIMMING thru to look for it......(oo, yea, throughout this rant, you have to check the keywords that are capitalised)..
other eg : her initial sentence " factor affecting it are A and B"
other tutee : What are A and B?
she : A and B are the things that influnce it...... (awkward moment)
again, everybody knows "factors affecting" means "things influencing"....what are you trying to save actually? your thick face?? don'tbother....you are well known as one tongue twister!!

But today, the day finally comes, when she fnnaly got THE LECTURER that she should have gotten in the begginning, but she always lucky, I assume...

and there she was....flustered, faltered, speechless.....name it...I just love to see the reaction....in fact, when she was sputtering whatever cock it was, I was actually sitting in my seat, enjoyingthe show with smug look on my face...what's lacking was only popcorn!!!
believe me, I almost gave standing ovation and hugged the lecturer for finaly get it even for me on whatever unsettled business, uneasy feelings that Ive beared so long...(relieve sigh~)

not a good start

2009-02-18T00:38:00.002+08:00

with determination and a whole new hope for myself, i embarked on the journey of this new semester that brings upon 4 science subjects, 4 labs..no kidding.4 LABS, and 2 BHBP..~sigh~

but I tried to be positive, if the seniors could do it, so could we...
but after 2 labs of orthodontic and prosthodontic which both involved taking impressions, I failed..I sucked big time....if I kept counting, I probably had done it more than ten times already and none was accepted.

nahh....it's not the end of the world..I know im gonna make thru this..

just that, it's gonna be one hell of a busy semester...so I won't be blogging much..=(

alahai...cantiknnyee

2009-02-01T13:54:00.007+08:00

This is simply beautiful. I like the simple and sleek design. SonyVaio has outdone themselves today....but this baby is not released yet..

I usually see the desgin first...the specs and feats come in second....

Nonethelss, they are equally important.. It's just that most laptops offer the same things, so the design actually become the decisive point.

However,this one is very good enough

Intel Core 2 Duo T7250 Processor (2GHz, 2MB Cache, 800MHz FSB).

It adopts the standard Intel X3100 graphics, and a 200GB hard drives, along with the usual ExpressCard and memory card slots.

hmmm...another dream

AJL and the boys

2009-01-31T21:14:00.008+08:00

I'm not really a big fan of AJL but any function that gives me chance to dress up good and socialize, then I'm in for it..

I've been called narcissistic so many times up to the point it sounds nothing but a compliment to me...ergo, you will be seeing a lot of my photos in this blog..so suck it.
I'm too shy and too proud to actually degrade and humiliate myself and snap photos with celebrities,
Plus my fav artists aren't there, so there is really no need for self-inflicted embarrassment by camwhoring with the celebs...

Im not a good singer myself but judgement from the "orang biasa" is also important as we're the biggest potential buyers, not the ten pretty judges that passsed comments and did not but any of the singer's album.

these were the awards and the winners

the best vocal- Faizal tahir-sampai syurga>>>he's good but i think aizat is good as well or even better but owkayyylaaaaa

the best performance-faizal tahir-sampai syurga>>>mm..he brought a new concept and it was interesting but i failed to correlate the situation with the song...and I asked a few viewers and they didnt fathom either the connection between measuring up yr clothes and "sampai syura(till heaven)...so I didnt think he deserved to win..

the best song overall- Meet Uncle Hussein (MUH)
>>>mm...their song was nice and the performance was good but so were the others...So the only reason that I could think of, why exactly the merits tipped on them is simply because of the very typical trend there is in Malaysia..--if you're humble, you can go far

Malaysians tend to like those celebs that are down to earth, come from the rural area, and not seem to be affected by the "glam and havoc" life of the urban society..so if you get to be on tv, and you play your cards right, then voila!!you can be like Mawi~

I'm just speaking my mind out...so if you don't agree, please write it in YOUR blog..=)

Am I lagged ?

2009-01-30T14:50:00.006+08:00

I feel maybe coz of my friends mostly are working and some of them are actually the same age with me, yet started working already, it makes me feel so lagged in term of career..

I know health science field courses like medicine, dentistry or pharmacy are time consuming but paying off in the future...even so, I still feel bad especially when they started discussing bout investing on properties, juggling three jobs at a time, money, travels..all these feel like still far ahead of me..*sobbing*how I wish to live that kind of life..(yeah, the hectic, frantic frenzy life, believe it or not, I kinda like it)

and here I am still daydreaming bout all those....and my recent dream is about condo layout...
It's been bugging my mind for a while now, however, I still have a vague image how my future bach-pad will be like...

here's just an illustration

I figured i'll be living alone, so I don't need too many bedrooms...two will be sufficient
and I don't need a spacious kitchen since, if I live alone, I won't be cooking much
but, I really want a big bathroom...and the bathtub..(mmm....~)..hopefully there is big shower too
I don't like the idea of dining table in the middle of the walkway, better not have..I can just eat on the couch or I take down the kitchen wall and replace with a little counter...but again, that's the walkway....

okay, I won't be renting this kind of apartment coz on second thought it's so cacat ...but so lazy to find a new one
I've found quite interesting few on my first search, but didnt think of publishing them..

What I have in mind is super better than this, I don't wanna say now coz let's not spoil the surprise...but everytime I think about it, I will smile to myself...=)

laughter is the best medicine

2009-01-04T21:06:00.004+08:00

I came across this in the net...Japanese twisted names

01. Yang pemarah - KEiJI CACIMAKI
02. Yang suka berjimat - SAYORI SUKAMURA
03. Yang bisu - KIETA TADASORA
04. Yang suka makan nasi - NANACHi KASIBANYA
05. Yang suka layan blues - APO NADIKATO
06. Yang suka belajar - ASHIKO ULANGKAJI
07. Yang kerap bikin kacau - WAKASI HURUHARA
08. Yang sangat kedekut - MATIMATI TAMOKASI
09. Yang suka sangat tidur - ICHIBAN TIDOMATI
10.Yang suka mengintai - HINTAI AKOSUKA
11. Yang tua - TARAGIGI PADANMUKA
12. Yang kena tinggal bini - SUSAHATI BINILARI
13. Yang suka merempit - SAJA CARIMATI
14. Yang suka BERSUMPAH - SAIIFOO BAUKARI
15. Yang Lembab - AYUMI SIPUTBABI

If the owner who originally posted this is reading....sorry ya taking without permission..
I'm just thinking this humor worth sharing...hihihi

2009...here I come.

2008-12-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

I'm putting a closure to 2008 and opening a new diary of 2009..realize it or not, another year just flew by, yet not much have i achieved during this entire year.

setting another resolution after another seems like a futile effort since last year's resolution is far than being called "achieved"..so this year,I'm just gonna set only 2 resolutions...

1. study harder (and not only last minute)..but too late to do it for this upcoming finalterm exam.

2. be thrifty...ive squandered a lot on unnecessary things.. I think it's time for me to take a step back and spend like a poor does.

hope I can achieve these two easy-to-say,hard-to-do things..

I am charmed

2008-12-28T01:40:00.003+08:00

I am hooked with this old "charmed"series which i kinda left hanging years ago...
I slept late at 5am, I didnt shower, I didnt do anything but watching it like i was charmed!

it's not really the new episodes coz i just found out they've reached the final episode quite some time ago..which pan out quite well to me coz I dnt like waiting for each incoming episode and most producers just stopped their series halfway when it's not lucrative no more. So I prefer one that has a solid ending.

only problem being is that exam is just around the corner.. why is it always to be in this kind of time..I only have this compluse of watching series just when exam is coming...

and my results for mid term is not really good..and i've booked ticket back to Malaysia earlier than it's supposed to be, sparing me from taking the remedials if there is any failed paper..

I know.....I know....all the more reason to not recapture all the series now and hit the books...but really i Just cant...maybe i was casted a spell..
So if someone could help me annul the spell and cast some sense into me...that would really help..

I beseech thee
the power of three
to make me study
to score paper and go back happily

mm...you know what they say...just make it rhyme n you've got yourself a spell..

Lame??naaahhh...who cares

Jakarta 2

2008-12-25T20:32:00.006+08:00

mm...i've talked bout the food, now I'll cover the places

there are several gigantic malls here that offer things that are not all available in Malaysia

since there is a lot of malls, im just gonna name out the best few

Pondok indah mall

Senayan City near to Senayan Plaza

Pacific Place...havent been there yet

Plaza Indonesia, which is very near to Grand Indonesia

the arrangements of the photos are bit askew but you get it, dont you..

then, i also went to the coolest party ive ever been..

it's a private birthday party held by the Jakarta socialites...it's held at the rooftop of this glass building...

when i walked into that very pasty, I stunt in awe...the set, the people and the ambience...it's just like the things we see in tv..Hollywood style..

okok...im not gonna go to the boasting part, but I'm telling you, i got to meet some of the celebrities such as Shanty, Ratu, Titi kamal, Farhan, Christian Sugiono,Amink...how come my name got in??wahahaha....

Jakarta...I miss u already

2008-12-25T19:52:00.008+08:00

A little trip to jakarta was really,really eciting..i've never this excited since my last break in Malaysia.

Yes, i went to jakarta for a few days, staying with Lan at his kosan at Bintaro. Living cost in Jakarta without a doubt exorbitantly high but every single cent i spent was all worth it..

No, I didn't really shop..coz when i went there, ive already decided to focus more on food than clothes. so I tried a whole lot of new things and some of the best that i long havent had.

Frozen yogurt at Sour Sally..the best yogurt ive ever had..you have plain frozen yogurt with selections of toppings; fruits and biscuits..anything..just name it..
the combination of predominantly sour, sweet and salt and umami are just in right amount.

aand Kin No Taki's seafood spicy ramen...my friends said it looked like maggi mee....well, despite the look, it tastes good...but not something tht i would "wow" ..
and krispy kreme doughnuts..mm..you know there is a level where that is it...So, I might just say, it is at par with j.co doughnuts....Ringo's are not bad either...

and then I tried Cold Stone Creamery's ice cream; peanut butter cup perfection..the name speaks for itself..the salty creamy peanut butter blends perfectly well with the milky chocolate ice cream...such a treat to the tongue with occasional crunches of oreo biscuits..eh, is there??not sure, but sth crunchy sure thing was in.. mm...thinking bout it already is mouth watering

and my all time favorite: secret recipe's chocolate indulgence cake..yes, an indulgence indeed into a sinfully delicous cake..

and after got back to bandung, when I was lying idly in the bed, content with all those scrumptious food i had, I suddenly aware of my WEIGHING SCALE giving me an evil look...

OMG!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaa.........I put on weight..

sex education??!!

2008-12-15T18:35:00.003+08:00

i ran A LIL BIT late to class today...
I woke up early actually, Im not quite sure what made me late??mm..?? cant put my finger on it.

mm...glad to see my tutor is the lenient one..phewh~
It was quite a tricky topic coz we had a similar one last week..which is Diabetis Melitus(henceforth DM)..
I dnt know how it started but the doctor suddenly brought up about DM can cause impotence. I don't really get the mechanism either but it has something to do with Dm patients have more viscous blood that potentially will clog, so the penis is left unsupplied with bloood, thus ERECTION FAILS!! and the doctor added more bout how the capability to "do it" is really important in a man's life..A man's life is worthless if he can't "do it"..

one thing led to another, all of a sudden, we were discussing bout sex for one good hour.
he told us more about sex, lemme share some of the facts with you which some of them, you might know of already.
1. size doesnt matter. what really matters is your game. because why, the g-spot isn't too far away from the surface of the vagina, so having longer penis doesnt make a difference..
but he didn't talk much bout circumference.I peronally think it's important coz if it's too thin, then u can't really feel it...wahahahaha(evil laugh)..so better pudgy than slender..wahaha

2. try to venture into all kind of styles..missionary, doggy and the one I newly heard "cat stylle"...I dnt know, maybe you rub on her stomach or tickle it with whiskers till she purrs??EEWWW...how i can ever come up with this skeevy thought??..
p/s:I'm not a pervert!!!

3. if the girl is on top, then it's easier for her to reach climax coz she is the ACTIVE one. (quoting Tyra Bank's america's next top model theme song "you wanna be on top?!!!" ....juggling...
and for guys, he can reach climax and ejaculated and remain quiscent for another 15-30minutes, then he can come again. but for girls, she can go on and on, sustaining her orgasmic phase depending on the her super partner.

4. women usually undergo menopause around the age 45-50 but guys can get a woman pregnant even he's 80 years old. Menopause can cause loss of taste sensation, So, if your neighbours' or friends' cookings are too salty or too sweet, that means, she is menopause..mm...a throng of memories just ran by..hehe..

5. women take longer time to reach orgasm. So that's where foreplay is important. that's why we can see some guys put a lot of effort and go thru a whole lot of trouble just to make the girls happy. and it's none other than to get laid~mmm...

Actually only the main points are scientifically true..the side sory is just to make life more colorful...

Jatinangor gave me the blues..=(

2008-12-13T23:14:00.006+08:00

check out my new hairdo..I look like an idiot..
I'm actually doing you all a favor by not putting it up here.

I've already got bad feelings when i stepped my foot into that wrecked salon..
my excitement to get a new haircut suddenly turned into a nightmare when i saw the guy who was gonna do my hair..
he looked like Golemn in Lord of the ring...
when he started grazing my hair, I could already smell his smoke-stinky fingers..I cringe to the thought his stinky fingers are all over my hair..EWWWW

then Istarted giving instructions how my hair to be done..I admit my Indonesia language isnt that good but so far when I communicate with my Indo friends, they could understand...but this stylist just simply nodded even tho he didnt udnerstand what I wanted...and when he asked me in his simplified version of Indonesia language which by the way made it even harder fo me to comprehend, he actually irked me to the max. I just felt so annoyed throughout the haircutting time.

I wanted my hair to be trimmed short at the side and as for the back and the front are cut not too short..it's supposed to be longer in the middle, so i can style it like from the side, it's mounting to the centre...get the picture?

but he cropped it tooo short...now it looks like frigging army crew cut!!!Damn it!!I shouldn't come to that crappy salon in the first place..I should have believed my instincts..and now, no turning back!!

and I'm also worried bout my body..It's getting worse.my tummy popping, my butt deflated..it's like everything went the opposite of what I wanted...my confidence really plunge to the ground..Any comment will just shatter my self-exteem. I was all gloomy when I had lunch with my friends..sorry guys.I couldn't help it..for now, I just dont like myself...=(

image of the future

2008-12-11T22:26:00.006+08:00

I always daydream bout how my future life will be like...like my future bachelor pad, my 2door convertible mini car, my fabulous single urban young executive life...you know, things like that..

hey, I bet everyone does it ok..

so lemme start off with my future place to live..I think being single, apartment is the best choice..you're still young at that time, spending most of your time outside, building your career...the last thing on your mind will be mowing your lawn, worrying bout tidying up spacey double storey house....so a condo unit sounds perfect..with a zen and minimalist of interior design touch, yr pad will be the most suitable place to soothe your mind after a hectic and frenzy day at work...

next would be cars

living in a busy urban area, horrendous traffic, small parking bays, a small yet sleek car is IT!!

imagine yourself horsing around with this....isn't it just a lady/even guy magnet?

Aston martin coupe car...am I going too far here??hehe...hey, it's a dream..just let me be for this one, k?!

please dnt forget how you present yourself...don't be like some all those old chinese guys who are millionaires but wear wife-beaters, with shorts and slippers...If you're old and are trying to pull off "im rich but down to earth" look, then go ahead...but to me, that is not down to earth, that is just scruffy..

you dont have to wear all the designer's labels to look good....just throw on something that suits the place and time.....

work- shirt and slacks...u're young,indulge in colors...not for pants though

dinner- shirt and jeans or formal attire for formal function...I think you know better than me, im not a fashionista

malls- jeans and tee are always the safest choice

oh, and gadgets...

to complete all the above, we need chic gadgets tht in accord with yr personality.

and I think ones tht match me is round-edged, white and simple type of gadgets..

for instance for laptop...

mobile...(elegant black, solid white,metallic silver, sexy red)

but again, all these are just mere dreams, but who knows it will come true someday...amin..

riddle

2008-11-25T22:03:00.003+08:00

mm...I havent finished my pedodontic lab for space maintainer, havent done radiolgy presentation and havent read for Li tmr...and now I'm chatting..hahaha

ok, now i have a teka teki for you
"dalam banyak2 pokok, pokok apa orang takut sekali?"

just my cogitation

2008-11-25T20:52:00.005+08:00

When I read my friend's blog bout the Malaysia's fatwa concerning yoga, which considered sinful for muslims, I felt so frustrated...

now people will think that Islam is a confining religion..simply promulgating this is a sin and that is and that is...

we're living in the 21st century where I think most civilised people are at their best conscience...they would know how to differ a plain exercise and those related to worshipping or chanting..
ok, fine..maybe there are yoga in India or wherever somehow got chanting element in them, but I'm pretty sure not in Malaysia, at least not the one practised by public people, n not knowing bout it.

Things are fine they way they are...why some people having so much time to revise all this and make nonsense promulgations. The extemists sometimes ruin it for us. "Ini tak boleh, Itu x boleh"..

Don't you learn psychology? the more you restrict, the more rebellious people would be. It's human nature.

i'm not perfect enough a muslim, since I dnt comply to ALL the rules but I try my best not to do the don'ts especially that can bring harm to other people. and I think I'm better that those who self-proclaim themselves as God's crusaders and manipulate the facts for their own ends..

like this guy"S" once said that whenever there is a politic party bringing the name of Islam, we're subject to follow...and he relentlessly sticking up to his arguement tht dont hold even a drop of water ( die la..simply modifying idiom to my own satisfaction)
what the hell!
the other parties as far as I'm concerned are not against Islam nor bringing down Islam..They are fighting in terms of national policies for the better. On the contrary, that certain party is at fault for USING the name of religion, that they are in holy crusade and arbitrarily labeling people who did not follow them as "kafir".

im kind of going a lil here and there now...haha..bottom line is..If you want to practise yoga as an exercise,quoting Nike." just do it"..

rasa nak perantuk kepala sesapa kt dinding

2008-11-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

laptop rosak, so xde update...

sekian~

*bengang gile sampe malas nak tulis lam English*

my weekend

2008-11-15T23:29:00.004+08:00

mm...exam could be said "just over"...so I'm still on my hiatus mode..

I thought of finishing all the series and movies that hve been put on hold for exam..again, not to study but the guilt!! my 3-year-old laptop somehow now can only read only a few dvds..maybe the laser is less sensitive or..mmm...I don't know..So i think i need a TV.and Yea!!..ive got a new tv..just a normal 17inch tv,branded Mitsukoshi..my friends burst into laugh everytime i said the brand.. Damn you people!!

the next day after exam, we had a jalan2 again..and at night, we went to have our dinner at this restaurant at PUNCAK. it's a very popular place..from the top, you could see the whole view of Bandung..or so the rumors go..but we didnt go to the top..we went to this place called "COngo"..the food is nice.. I rate this place 4/5..whoever comes to Bandung has to go to this place..there is a few other restaurants like "the view", "the valley"..my friends said they are all nice...

and yesterday, me and friends went to swimming pool at BGG(we went at 10am!!!can you imagine how we're bathed with the scorching, blazing hot sunray!!but since we're there already, so we just decided to dip anyway..consequently, I'm sunburnt!!!waaaa!!!my shoulders hurt and red!!

wish list in the future

2008-11-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

When i have nothing to do, I tent to be drown into reverie of what my future life would be like...and I'm sure you do the same thing too..
Among those things that im gonna get when i can afford them and hopefully soon is a computer that none of my kindred relatives have...and that leaves only "the idea of surfing internet on the tv/plasma tv"

with the help of this device(below), it is now feasible..I'm not gonna promote this thing to you..at least not unpaid..
and a "laser mouse"..it's not like other optic mouses/mice??..

and a laser keyboard...that can project the keyboard to almost any surface..
Yes, I can already imagine..me sitting on japanese cushion behind the coffee table where the laser keyboard is projected at, and surfing internet...sigh~..when will I get a chance to bask in luxury life like this...

Am i unlucky or I'm just not lucky?

2008-11-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

A lot of things happened today...I had to go to BAndung town to have my tooth x-rayed. when i went there, they were on a lunch break...to make it worse, since it was friday, they got 2 hours break..so I had to wait and wait till i realised I dnt have the reference letter with me. So going there would be a total moo point.
How could i forget bout it when the whole point of going to bandung was to do that!!!!I felt so stupid...But then again, it was an honest mistake coz I was in rush and had just finished asnwering 103 tricky questions of MDE paper.
actually, i could've told them which tooth to be radiographed...i'm a dentistry student for crying out loud..do we need all the formalities?..plus, my dental treatment has been delayed for 2 weeks..all because of that frigging x-ray that I couldnt do asap coz i was in the middle of exam week...and now the dentist said there is food impaction and my gum is swollen...this is just great!!

and what did he do??gimme floss!!mm...mmmm....no comment on that..

Alas, I went to the Roger's to have my legs waxed..and to make my day more eventful, they had limited tools,, so I had to wait for the customer in-serve to finish, then it'd b my turn. Apparently, my precious time is meant for waiting!!

To kill time, i went to the factory outlets store(Episode)..i didnt plan to shop but a miser I am as claimed by WC, I bought 2 items.see.. Im not really a miser...as a matter of fact, I'm not at all..im very extravagant.I bought myself a tee and a boxers.
and I did it again, I didnt bring my member card..thus no 10% discount..

So a conclusion that i could draw from it:

chief complaint: didnt get to x-ray and didnt get discount
anamnesis: didnt bring reference letter and member card
intraoral examination : swollen gums
extraoral examination : waxed legs
diagnosis: DEMENTIA
treatment: ???anyone knows??

realtionship..

2008-11-06T09:39:00.005+08:00

okay...who am i to talk about relationship..I've never been in a serious one before and dont think will be in any for the time being...not that I don't want to, but the condition and situations hampered it.

Actually, having a relationship with someone wasn't big a deal to me..Plus, looking at those couple, being with each other 24/7 made me ponder "arent they smothered?arent they bored?" with the same person again and again every time. but as time passes by, and when "biology" gets to me(huhu), I now can understand the need for a boyfriend/girllfriend.

yet, I'm happier being single, untied by anyone, free to do whatever I like, no restrictions whatsoever only if I have more friends to enjoy that with...
but now, I'm in Indonesia, lack of friends..some of which have already couple and even married. To top it off, even friends who are single and once said would stay together no matter come what may, now dishonor their words by ditching their friends for something better..scandal, perhaps?? and now you tell me, how could I not feel longing for a company?I don't think it bodes well for our friendship if they keep on like this.

and having a partner is exactly the right remedy for above...say, you were ditched by your friends, you still have the very person to go to, someone who is "devoted"to you, someone who actually enjoys being with you as so you feel bout it. And maybe it's time for you to ditch your certain friends that only later would realise that scandals are just temporary detour of your life whilst friends are for lifelong...

ive been asked a lot "do you have a girlfriend?not less asked "do you have a boyfriend?"...well..all questions are well received and none offence taken, and with decorum, a gentlemen guy that I am, would answer " I prefer finish my studies first"
...and god knows and my close friends also know that it's nothing more than a BULL SHIT!!

then what?what am I waiting for??call it cliche or classic but im waithing for the right one to appear before me. and by "right", I dont mean perfect or ideal but tolerable and as in malay saying "sedap mata memandang". Ergo, i dont simply couple up with anyone who tried to flirt with me.with them, friends, yes.flings, yes.serious long term realtionship, NO.

and answering question about long distance relationship..mm..I have very little faith in that..I might try but i wouldn't count on it..im type of guy that needs constant love (not sex). need to renew or refresh our love everytime we meet...and long distance kinda make it hard for me..and I can say I'm talking for most of my friends here...living abroad isnt exactly "fun"..especially in a developing country that you have less people that you have possibilities to be with..get what I mean?trying to be subtle here..huhuhu

I'm lazy and lonely..=(

2008-10-31T21:37:00.005+08:00

I just finished 5 or 6 papers and next week i have SOCA(find out yourself what's that)and other 3 papers...

i thought i deserved a break...So thursday i dint study and went to Jatos to blow off some steam!!
Friday morning i woke up with a little determination to study but I went to comic rent store and I was hooked there for 3 hours reading "Prince of Tennis" and "Dragon Drive"...(yes., im a comic freak..only anime and chinese kungfu series....no america superheroes crap comics)

In the afternoon , i went to Hema's room, watched "the ugly betty" before going to jatos again to eat..and had a LITTLE chit chat...huhu..mm...for 2 hours..little eh??..then went to send HEma back, and stuck at Ira's room for another hour..the topic is still revolving around "life and future partner"
yes..I'm single...actually i think being single is more problem-free..no??i'd post another entry about relationship ok!!dont worry..ill bore you to death with it..

when i went back to my empty room, i felt so lonely...I sometimes have "lonely-disorder" especially around exam time...I tried to read but my mind was on something else...it's like my eyes are focussed on the paper, and im reading it but when ive finished to the last sentence, I didnt know what i was reading...it's like my brain couldnt imbibe anything ..So I started from the beginning and so it perpetuated again and again..and it took me one good hour to finally realise that it was futile to continue doing so...

So here I am, in the cyber cafe since the internet connection in my house was on off,on off,on off. and with that, my rp125,000(monthly internet fee) flying away in vain. this didnt happen only today but its been 2 weeks..ok fine..rp62,500!

I'm so pissed off..I dnt know the specific,particular reason y im pissed off but i just am...everything seemed awry lately...nothing was right..=((((((((((((((

anybody pliss cheer me up, help me, talk some sense into me, help me putting myself together...sigh~

Little Britain

2008-10-27T15:58:00.004+08:00

Im currently addicted to this british komedy sketch "little britain"
it never fails cracking me up!!

when S first told me bout it, I was like "must be some sort of silly jokes a la MR.Bean embellished by her"
I, in the beginning was just watching for the sake of pleasing her at the moment.(you should see the efforts put by her on trying to get us to see the show) but then I JUST GOT STUCK...it's bloody hilarious!!

I personally like the episodes of "fat fighters and any episodes involed Margaree...MArgaree is an indian lady living in britain. but whenever she speaks, this Vicky Pollard always discriminates her n pretends that she doesnt understand what margaree says..I know it doesnt sound really funny here, so you should just watch it yourself..

Her phlegmatic expression, her over pronunciation and the scripts are all funny...
and to make it even better, u must watch it with friends....so you have something that you can do, as in impersonating her and yr friends would get it( main ajuk2).

ok la...need to take a siesta (hehe, WC would know y i laughed)...bye

i have mid term test for 2 weeks.wish me luck, amigos!!

dinner at jakarta

2008-09-22T18:41:00.006+08:00

it's just a dinner to welcome high education minister and somekind of "ramah mesra" with the students here..so Bandung party consist of a bus-full of students had a long boring trip to jkta..that sluggish bus took around 3hours to reach there..

scenery of Jakarta

that's dayah...isnt the guy next to her a catch??..the dinner took place at Sahid Jaya Hotel..the hotel was nice and grande..at least, i thought so
half filled ballroom as most of the jakarta students have arrived yet..
bandung delegation...eceh...hahaha

Moestopo uni students...actually, Malaysian expats who work here are also invited but they werent told much bout the activities and programme..and among who sat in our table is a couple who turns out is the GM for petronas branch here and another young guy who Im not sure work as what but for sure, nothing superior than the old guy...the old guy was nice and really friendly...but the young guy, was relatively very snobbish owing to his age and profession. Gimme a break!!

he didnt even say a word to us..n he talked with the old guy in english..oppsss...rephrase"stuttered english" and said "if,if i knew this ff,function includes students, I wouldn't have come"...WTH
if u dnt like it, just straight away buzz off when u first notice there are hundres of students in front of you, not mooch off the free food and made a fuss bout the students.the event itself would have even occured if it's not for the students.he ruined the mood...Goddammit!

Oral Radiology class??

2008-09-18T00:09:00.007+08:00

For oral radiology class, apparently we have to go to Unpad campus at Sekeloa, Bandung. As this is the first time, and coincidentally in fasting month, so we planned to have a big dinner/fastbreaking at the town..

So we rented a car, went to class for 2hours and spent the rest of the day frolicking at Bandung.hehe...After a long survey covering almost the whole Bandung, we finnaly decided to have dinner at Hanamasa.

It's located at Jalan Dago and just opposite to Plaza dago.Plaza Dago is a hang out rendezvous for youngsters. It looks happening, aint it?

Hanamasa is a buffet style steamboat/barbeque style restaurant
here that offer mainly japanese food. and for only Rp85000(RM35.00), we get to savor myriad choices of food from Hors d'oeuvre, entree to dessert.

salad bar

barbeque stufffried stuff
for steamboat

me: satiated face....Hanim: ???still could smile?? Seriously, I could have vomitted coz was too full!!
On our way back, we had a detour at BSM...i've always been wanting this "mirror stickers" since I saw them at sureen's house...Unfortunately I dont have any art value in me that I couldn't arrange them nicely...so sad...hopefully someone artistic would come n help me

ME putting so much effort to publish this pathetically arranged mirror stickers!!!!

new resolution

2008-09-15T13:51:00.005+08:00

My results for last semester isn't reallly good and I'm very dissapointed.So here I am, just like last year came up with a new resolution which is to STUDY HARDER!!!

It is so easy to say it but when I have leisure time, study isn't really what i am doing...i'd be going out instead, or surfing internet like what i'm doing at this very moment...or just lying idly in the bed daydreaming..

One of the measures taken to make this work is I've already deleted some of my webpage accounts..the ones for meeting new people.I assumed that I don't need those.Maybe after I finished studying, I could venture in that webs again to get to know more new people.

Right now, Im very sad and unease coz some of the rumors I heard about faculty programme. I just could pray and hope that everything will be fine and as planned.

let the faculty and the responsible party work on that.

My job is to get back on track and focus..So, from now on, I'll be more hardworking..Hope my dear friends will help me enduring the hardships throughout the journey.

bday lagi

2008-09-15T13:51:00.002+08:00

to Ira for a cute teddy

geram!!!

2008-09-10T23:30:00.006+08:00

my English is not getting better but deteriorating...I don't blame anybody but myself because lack use of it....
but I'm not entirely at fault here, I don't really have english-speaking close friends...only regular ones who i seldom talk to..
and now my spoken english is almost like, god forbid, kampung people..waaaa!!!!!

It's been 2months i rested at home without going out much with friends...
I noticed that I stutter in speaking during tutorial class..

speaking of tutorial, I had an argument with one of my classmates 'bout the learning issue that i'm accounted to do..It is so obvious that it is unnecessary but still she persisted me on doing it...and she said that the lecturer told so but i paid full heed during the tutorial(believe it or not), and i never heard a word suggesting to include that topic in the learning issue....plus, what I understand was that topic is not important and irrelevant to the case..but she just played ignorant, selfish, and officious..other groups didn't do it..why must we??

ngok tol!!ni nak marah niy

bday lagi...21 years old..

2008-09-10T21:37:00.006+08:00

This is so cute...it's a calender..thanks Sya...the duck's expression resembles wan ching though...wahahaha

the biggest gratitude to Sara.What a very thoughtful gift especially when she bought it back in Malaysia about a month ago or so. and it's quite pricey for a student...*tears of joy and removed shedding*

and this is actually the first time my birthday is celebrated...and as for gifts, this is the second time I got gifts other than last year coz my family dont really celebrate birthdays...So, all the wishes and presents kinda new to me and i have to say tht I like getting presents...wahaha...well, who doesn't...

Now I'm officially 21 years old...
I'm fully fledged to enter the clubs
i can vote for election
mmm..what else...most htings are already legit for me when i turned 18...
i once told my dad that when I turned 21, I''m off his grip and able to do things as I like...and he retorted" tengkorak kao!!"

hehehe...it's not like i want to do drastical changes..im still the old me=)

Virgo BOY =p

2008-09-09T23:10:00.007+08:00

During the lab, the girls asked all of us to have a dinner together at Paparons Pizza...Im not really a fan of pizzas but the togetherness tht counts...So, since it was already nighttime and i didn't plan to stay long, took out something shabby from the rack n went out at 645pm...

we had dinner as usual till one of them excused herself n came back with these cute bear-shaped cakes...they are so cute...thanx for the cakes... I knew my birthday is not till tomorrow, that's why it took me by surprise when there was a celebration tonite..usually, they would just sing "happy bday" in class, and people wishing hppy bday and so the awkward day passed by since the not-really-close people also came n there we go with the small talk.

there were 4 of us who were born in September, me(10th),Wei may(4th), Sara(13th) and Sya(13th)I'm happy because most of my close friends are there...(from left: ira, sureen, hema, me)

and thanks for the presents....I really like the sweater..I straight away tried it on when I got home..thanks Iqa n Fiqah..suka sangat!!tahu2 jer saiz aku..of course la "S"...lalalalala

and the ratatouille keychain is cute..thanks Gee...kepada gee" aku tgk tikus gediks ni, insyaAllah aku teringatkan mu..gelagat pun lebih kurang dah"hehehe
lastly, thanks for those who came...you made my day...and so, I called it a night...zzzzz
eh, havent read for case presentation tomorrow...Dammit!!

Rumah Makan Raja Melayu

2008-09-07T12:12:00.005+08:00

yestesday,a friend of mine from Malaysia came down to Bandung to shop as Hari Raya is just aroun d the corner....so, he gave me a call and invited me for fastbreaking together..

So, he said tht we would eat at this restaurant named RM Raja Melayu.I got lost on my way there...

It's a nice place with nice ambiance..i rate the place 3/5..

it's located at Jalan Citarum, near to Jln Riau and masjid Istiqamah..

influence of Nakatsu

2008-08-26T16:24:00.005+08:00

Nakatsu is a guy in Hanazakari No kimitachi e, a japanese series....it's a nice n happy series...

he's very laid back n really good in posing...i tried to pose like him but fail..=(
he's the blonde guy

i look stupid, i know...*sticking out tongue*

sekayu

2008-08-26T16:00:00.005+08:00

after all the planning and argument with my dad about going to to Sekayu Waterfall, we finally made it...(the ruckus made by my dad bout not letting us go and all the drama)...

So we departed from our house early in the morning (7.30am), and my cousin who shall not be named here, showed up late AS USUAL...hahahha( konon kan tertinggal barang)
we reached there around 830am
we were the first visitor as informed by the guard...hehe

n there we were, frolicking our ass off..all my siblings were there together with my cousins

we had barbeque there....it took so long for us to set the fire tht only some of the chicken could b cooked...sigh*

the menu:nasi lemak, castard jagung, ayam bakar, rendang daging, jambu, ulaman

I was so exhausted and sleepy on the way back coz....sleepy from went to bed late the night before n got up early, exhausted from all the water activities.....i got dozed off while i was driving,my car slowly deviating to the other lane n almost banged the car coming from the other direction....fortunately, the car honked n it woke me up...phew~

ish....x puas mandi...rasa nak pergi lagi...hhhuhuhu

going out again!

2008-08-22T16:41:00.005+08:00

but this time with cousins

we went to the sport centre at KT and played badminton and squash...none of us knew the rules...we pretty much just hit the ball to the wall and that's it..huhuh

then the others had a round of bowling...i was too tired n didnt have mood for bowling...coz to me, bowling isn't a sport...im not really a sportsman but im more into strategy game than skills..but this is contradicting with squash..mm....ada aku kisah?!

after the games tht finished at almost 12, we had supper at this place(forgot the name)

mohamed..

2008-08-17T19:45:00.004+08:00

Usually I dont really like kids especially very spoiled, excessively molly-coddled kids who just want to be with his mom all the time or those who need too much attention...

but this time, it was different...his cuteness blew me away at my first sight...n he, in my frame of reference, the most friendly baby ever...he gets along with everyone...and along his stay at my house, I didnt hear him weeping not even once....but there was one time his eyes were brimmed with tears when he was too sleepy n wanted his mom....and there was also another time, he sulked, pulling long face, when he got scolded by my father for playing with coins....he's so cute at that time tht i could just eat him..

I love him so much...i'd play with him everytime I got the chance...he's very popular in the family..so, he's always occupied...plus, there is only a few babies in the family...most of us grew up to be man and women already.

his name is Mohamed..he's a fusion of iraqian and malay...and he likes to play with his "abang An"hehehe...see....

I know I dont look good in this pic, but other pics of me n him arent transfered to computer yet..taken with other cameras..Im so lazy to look for them...

and these are his sisters..hawa and maryam

first survey...

2008-07-31T20:07:00.003+08:00

1.SHORTEST RELATIONSHIP?

=2 weeks.....wasnt much of a relationship.

2.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?

= perfume..

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?

= always

4.THING(S)YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?

=food and travel

5.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?

= sate ayam

6.ONE FAVORITE SONG?

=ku ingin kamu- romance

7.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?

= Kuala terengganu

8. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:

= My teacher's

9.LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR FRIEND?

=like 2 days ago...it was very awkward

10.WHERE iS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS

= mmm...my friend's house

11. CAN YOU COOK?

= Yes..you name it...

12. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

= when I watched this stupid anime

13. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:

=my skin color

14.HATE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?

= my height

15. CAN YOU SING?

=yea...not well though

16.DO YOU SMOKE?

=No, I think drinking is better than smoking

17.PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?

= pancakes...my grandma always made them in the dawn when I was little and called them "kuih sesudah subuh"

18. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?

= ice blended only

19.LAST PERSON WHO SENDS YOU A MESSAGE?

=Danny

20.WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?

= "Patutka"

21.CAN YOU PLAY POOL?

= Yes....average

22.CAN YOU SWIM?

= Yes..learn it by myself...

23.FAVORITE flavor of ICE CREAM?

= chocolate mix vanilla

24.WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?

= around9am

25.WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEK?

= nothing...duk rumah kumpul lemak

26. ARE YOU SMILING?

=no....what a weird question

27.DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?

= Yes..

28.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?

=always

29.DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
= I have three sisters.

30. WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST COUSINS

NAME?

= Ana

31. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?

=sending my mom to the badminton hall

32. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?

= green...im always green with jelaousy

33.IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?

= Acapulco, mexico

34. FOOD YOU'RE CRAVING FOR RIGHT THIS MINUTE?

=cendol Masjid gopeng atau Kopitiam Pak Li

35. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "J"?

= Jerry

36 . WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE CREAM?

= I dont know...I like paddle pop rainbow

37.RADIO STATION YOU FREQUENTLY LISTEN TO?

= Hot, Era

38. WHERE DO YOU USUALLY HANG OUT?

=Jatinangor Town Square (JATOS)

39. IF YOU WERE TO CHANGE CAREERS, WHAT WOULD YOU WANT IT TO BE?

= A teacher

40. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW?

= going to Kuantan..YAY!!

41. FAVORITE DAY?

=Saturday...Coz u have the whole day off, and you dont have to worrry bout tomorrow coz tomorrow is still a holiday

42. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?

= Yes...

43.WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?

= The Mummy, tomb of the dragon emperor

44. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?

= off top of my head, my own....Sept 10th

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

= 4-7

46. WHERE DO YOU USUALLY WATCH MOVIES?

=cinemas.....I just love going to cinema

47 . NAME ONE PERSON WHICH STARTS WITH THE LETTER 'M'

=Mak

48. FAVORITE THING THAT YOU HAVE NOW?
= my black Soda Pants...thats the only pants that reallly fit me perfectly well..

sprucing up my house

2008-07-28T13:07:00.005+08:00

....i think my mom never thought deeply enough when she bought stuff...and she alleged that my dad bought all the unnecessary things..well, thats aside, they were all very random and not central-themed...

So, first and foremost, im trying to get rid of unnecessary things alias garbage which is so much

wait....according to what i learnt in Environmental health

garbage- adalah sampah yang mudah membusuk,hasil dari pengelolaan makanan dan biasanya terdiri sisa potongan hewan atau dan sayuran

rubbish-sampah yang dapat terbakar atau yang tidak dapat/sukar terbakar yang berasal dari rumah, pusat perdagangan, kantor tetapi tidak termasuk garbage..

So i got rid of rubbish to be precise..hehe..practical konwledge..

and start to narrow down to two big themes since that is the best i could do...and please bear in mind..all the furniture is NOT hand-picked by me but my parents, i'm just refurbishing or rearrange the stuff only..

so the TV and all other gadgets are more to monochromatic and contemporary style

whilst, the furniture are dark red and mahagony brown color and more to oriental style... a.

certain someone questioned the placement of the dictionary....well, FYI, I dnt like flowers like he suggested to put rose petals or sth like that/potpuri...I hate all those...so since my mom is an english teacher and dictionary more practical when ure watching tv n dnt know what cerwain words mean..im guessing putting it there wont hurt anyone, would it??!!

and below is my messy and simple bed....hehe

men with bags

2008-07-28T00:35:00.006+08:00

OMG.I'm already imagining myself going to class with all these lovely bags..haha...I wish I own them

how elegant strutting with a tote...kind of a trend now

all-time fav....sling bags..but they are not good for your shoulders..but really boyish..

and muse bag....for contemporary, young exec look...

My Obsession of HEIGHT

2008-07-26T14:45:00.007+08:00

since i was a little boy, my grandma always advised me to eat a lot to be tall...always compared me with my other same age cousins, always yanks my legs before i went to sleep, and asked me to hang at the trees to let the gravity pull me longer....all these were important coz at that time, we had no money to buy milk for morning drinks...

but when i grew teenager and when the development period was at the most crucial,I forgot all those things and did nothing to counter my short genetic..
and here i am stuck at 166cm...*bawling*

take a look at this list

Dennis Joseph O'neil: 188cm
Daniel HEnney : 188cm
Ricky KIm :185cm
Kim Sung Soo :185cm
Ari Wibowo :185cm
Gong Yoo: 184cm
Akshay KUmar : 183cm
kwon Song Woo : 182cm
Hans Isaac: 182cm

ok...and now you tell me, is there any in the hunks list is below 180cm...no,right?and all these are asians!!!

so there it goes my dream to be a hunk if I only stand at friggin 166cm??!!!

when i realized this problem, it was already too late....I reached 19 already
then I started taking yogurt and milk on regular basis....at first, I got stomachache coz it was so long i hadnt had milk....

Then I did all the heightening exercises recommended in internet
I took supplements

but to no avail.............................................

and now, im always having trouble finding clothes that fit me well..and even it fits me well, it wouldnt look nice coz if ure tall and big, u have more fabric to show...but for me, paying the same price for the same shirt with less fabric(smaller size) and dnt look good in it...can you understand how am I feeling...??

*lying on the floor,looking at the ceiling, agony in heart, tears shedding.....and silence~*

boy's fashion craze..VESTS

2008-07-25T20:02:00.003+08:00

men casual vest usually worn with v-neck gosh, I just love the vest....and the pants...and the shirt...and the sunglasses....dammit..I love everything on him...

Seven deadly Sins

2008-07-23T19:24:00.007+08:00

I just love the way they potray the SEVen DEadly SIns...I happen to read the book for LUST and ENVY and still havent finished the latter one...probly coz the novels i read are for children....hopefully they have the adult version tht is more interesting...mm...

Can i classify my friends for each of them??pleasee..

mm...lets see...jdont be mad at me,k!!

wrath: Afiq
avarice: Me...huhhuhu...ldont care what ure gonna say..(sticking out my tongue)

lust: Aaron
envy : Sureen....huhuhhuu
sloth: Fahmi (so i heard...)
vanity/pride for RAJA EZwan...
gluttony: ARmia (my cousin)...you cant imagine how big he is..he just cant stop munching...

n looking at them, it makes me yearning to be like them except glutton of course...they seem very urban like and what high social class would have....hahahahah

and ANTM also took the same concept as the theme for one of their shots....but why envy is sexier than lust???

She didn't teach me yet she's my favorite teacher

2008-07-22T15:02:00.006+08:00

we were quite close back in school when I was one of the varsity school debaters..we had our good memories and dark ones..hahaha...
she was my debate teacher, we gossip together, she always bought us food...hehe...and for 4 good years I knew her, there's never been a single moment that i ever dont like her...of course we argued a lot but tht's normal in anyone's life.

and when i moved to Indonesia, we were already quite distanced apart literally and figuratively...
and now she's married and I dnt know whether would evrything be the same between us but whatever it is, I am happy for you, cikgu rohana..

Amar, my debate teammate, said he was sad too tht he missed the wedding, and hope we could still hang out together like the old days...

moga hidup bahagia hingga ke anak cucu...=)
love you.....

hate it when "NO money" gets in the way

2008-07-22T11:19:00.004+08:00

ni nak rasa cari kerja ni...sempat ker??

what job that need not you to stay long??

damn...I hate my life....everything went askew lately....even lamenting my sorrow here isn't gonna help anymore ...I feel like doing nothing....(sobbing)

I know not everything would favor to your life but ive had so many unfavored things already....ARGH!!!!!

An evening at Pizza HUt

2008-07-17T01:05:00.003+08:00

I went with kak dino and Amara to Sacc mall to have our hi tea there....I wanted to have Secret recipe's chocolate Indulgence cake but Amara who hadnt had his lunch yet,wanted to eat something heavy..So we went to pizza hut..

As I went in to the pizza hut, i was still uncertain bout having hi tea there and still craved for that cake....When i was indecisive, my body unconciously tend to be coiling and stretching to the left and right(menggeliat)*does anyone know the appropriate term???

and that was when this big, hefty indian guy appeared behind my back and with elegance,cocking his eyebrow to me and said " Kenapa ni?"

When i gain my mind-conscious back , i was so shocked to see such a unique creature, so big in size with eye shadow and mascara, catwalking towards our table and asked for orders..

I ordered Tango mango....and didnt order food coz ive had my lunch...the waiter, unsatisfied with my order probably, flirtishly asked "diet ke?"..with his low tone, husky voice...is it??.(barf)

and me being modest, just gave him a bitter smile..

Then after a while, he came again with our orders...When he put my drink on the table,I shudder when he said "i buat sendiri jus ni dgn tangan i, ..rasalah.."

the tingling sensation travel from my head to my toe...and at the same time I was scared that he might put anything in the drink...aphrodisiacs?no?mak esah??could be?

Then, I asked Amara to have a sip first...coz, if anything happened, then i wouldnt be in that shit alone...hehehe....She didnt realise tht is the reason I generously offered her to taste my drink..wahahaha*sinister laugh*

After seeing no bad reaction from Amara, then only i was able to enjoy my drink

How come a waiter in a place like pizza hut flirt with their patrons like that?so unprofessional..
I dont think i'll go there again...ASTA NUNKA!!!

Debat Harga minyak

2008-07-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

when it comes to politics, everybody gets emotional...So instead of talking about the content of the debate, i'd like to talk about people reactions toward it.

For instance, in my house, the drama goes on as much as the debate in the tv...

Anwar said something, my dad said something, Sabri said this, my mom said that, and on and on the two parallel debates progress...aik....my head spinning...

But no matter who wins this debate, i think it brings a good outcome to the nation...As the most impartial person that I am, i think this debate sustain the balance of power in this country...The alternative keeps banging the govt,bringing up weaknesses, so the govt have to try harder to give the best to the people.....and who will benefit this?? none other than us...

So far, that's the crude conclusion tht i could draw from all these ....of course the intellectuals would think differently as they see economy in different view...but who am I,a mere mortal who doesnt even know what is IPP to join arguing...kan...hahahaha

i just hope tht god will bless this country...and lets the BEST rule this very small yet equally important nation.

Refurbish~

2008-07-15T14:01:00.003+08:00

I think my 3 door wardrobe takes up too much room...So i am thinking of selling that one and buy another kind of wardrobe tht is more space-saving....for eg;
clothes stand...who cares it's not elegant or dnt match with my color-raged room...

it adds up to my simple and minimalist quality tht im trying to apply here (haha...it's just a clothes stand for crying out loud)

and what about, hanger holder tht can be folded behind your door...I sure like the idea....
and last but not least, is an organiserI'm not thinking of this fancy one but it's something like this, vertically arranged pockets.

but where to put all the folded clothes??
just buy a square book shelves with four or sic compartments and table runner to cover them...or not...it's by choice...
you can put books on top...it's a book shelf after all...

now, is my taste erratic??

and since so, i'm selling my wardrobe...
3door, 2 for clothes hanging with a horizontal compartment on top
and the other door , there r 4 compartments with a drawer in the middle..
I'm selling it for a reasonable rp650000.. *negotiable though*

BONGgA!!

2008-07-15T12:33:00.006+08:00

i followed my dad to Perak n stayed there for 2 days...my sis and i went to watch movies but for Hancock, all the tix were sold out...so we watched "WANTED" instead....

I thought it was a serious, urban movie...but as partially as it was, it also displayed a comic take on the way they fight...
say...this guy ran as fast as he could till he made a storm-like effect, people were flung off and papers flying all over the place, the iron wall was indented...u know what I mean...

But the story plot was tricky enough...even though, i kindof have already guessed the true villain....

I'll give this movie 8/10....

I was bored when I was in Perak...then I called Ismal, we hung out together and had a breezy chat till a luminous bulb appeared over my head, I was thinking "y don't we just go to shah alam today and join the rest of the happening bunch?"

So Ismal went to park his car at his nearest friend's house then we took that very evening bus to shah alam

when we got there, Kak Dino, Abg Amiel and Diva Amara have already waited for us with garlands and "kompang team"..

Then we went to Udin's house and met the rest of the gang..Mami Zua, EPul Porn Star, and Papi Udin and Afiq ...then the house was never merrier than then..
I also met faizal, Faizi and Aizat(fonen elegen lagaknya)

and thanks to Raja ezwan for the coffee and fairly-exaggerated cake at Starbucks

we went to Sunway pyramid, the curve, Pavillion, Ikea, Tesco(nak jugak sebut kan)
and my fav place to hang out so far- Kopitiam Pak LI....the crowd is magnificient and the food is good..

and the drama we underwent throughout the hoo-haa was incessantly humorous...with all the jokes, got flirted by A&w pondan waiter, and not forget the one in Pizza hut....got pulled over by police at 4.30am, hookers hunting at Tasik, movies, arcade games, clubbing and all other non-beneficial activities...

and our official sleeping time is never less than 4am...where off to???adalah....

watched Hellboy....the ending is so cliche and the plot is FLAT....no suspense or climax or plot development...

S0 i rate it 5/10

I cant wait for this movie...hope it's not dissapointing...The Mummy: tomb of the dragon emporer..
now I'm bc to trganu..m really hoping to go there again next month...

Bali

2008-07-03T23:14:00.006+08:00

My flight got delayed for another 2 hours...So altogether i had to wait for 5 friggin' hours!!
When I got there. it was already late at night, so i just checked in to the hotel and had an anxious sleep....really couldnt wait for tomorrow..

In the morning we just had a walk along the road and reached Bandar Kuta...there's a lot of clothes and souvenir shops there..We were just window shopping...I didnt plan to buy anything AT ALL..

Then, later in the evening, we just strolled along the shore and saw the sun set.

Then, we headed back when it started getting dark and got ready for a night walk and enjoyed the night life at Bali....We tried to find ways by walking but we got lost..and ended up at this restaurant named "Ketupat"...The fod was nice and the restaurant's ambiance was really soothing and traditional.

getting ready for the night life in Bali...hehe...to Mike and Rob ..thanks for the drinks ..huhuhu.

It's really hard to understand Aussie slang..Mike has already slower it down for me but ...~sigh~

The day after, we went for water rafting..we had a pretty good deal on that one, rp275 per person..It was really adventurous...that was when we know Luciano, this Brazillian who just love to say "FUCk!!"hahaha...he's cool though..

I credulously bought when he said he loved his family, his wife and his two kids when we went for that so-called daredevil waterrafting..

but after we all made it alive out of the raft, I asked bout his family and he said "haha..F%^&, I dnt have wife, F&*# im not married yet..hahahaha

and there is a lot more what happened in bali but that's all for now...I just got back from there...so really tired....

Y'all shud go there...at least once

#I'm so lazy to blog when I'm in Malaysia...there is aa loy of other interesting things to do than blogging#

moving to a new room

2008-06-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

It's been around 4 months since I moved to this new place....I took the girl's area since no one stay there....but since there is a takeover by a new owner and the former blood-sucking owner has gone, a lot of people move in right away

At first, I was very concerned the fact that I was treated like a second class citizen since even though I moved first, but whenever there are girls moving in, I gotta change room n give up my room for them...Isn't it unfair??

But I thought, it's just as well, that I wanna rearrange the whole "concept" of my room, why don't I just move to a new room at the guys' area and stay there secured..no need to worry bout people moving in or out...

I was contemplating bout the new concept so long, asked a few friends bout it...then i've got this idea from a friend of having a theme color-dark brown and red for walls...I like it since my bed is red and my wardrobe is brown...

But, after another gave a lil piece of advice that I came here to study and will be staying in this new room for another year, it's better for me to just improvise what I already had...
save some money...

So, I chose a room that has colored walls...the others are all white..this is the one and only that is in sea blue color..

I noticed that my stuff are all in different colors....so I just fit them all in and will be thinking of how to make them all work and blend as a whole later after the new semester starts
my study table is LIME GREEN
my fridge is SEA BLUE
my wardrobe is TEH TARIK BROWN
my stand fan is LIGHT PINK
and my bed is RED and YELLOW

talking bout colors eh...huhuhuhu

while waiting...

2008-06-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

while waiting for my return to malaysia, I don't know what to do...
So I had this time-killing activities that yu readers may try at home when you have abundant of time

So I joined this group of BIG TIME posers!!!
POse, pose, pose (tyra BAnks' tone)
Secondly, as a science student, u may conduct an experiment
Then we had an experiment at Sureen's house...experiment membuat "kuih seri muka"...It turned out NOT bad....hahahahahaha

n then, hang out at Es Teler and play UNO cards....till the shop close...ish2...dah xde kerja lain dah...

Msia's Top model??

2008-06-23T12:06:00.004+08:00

God, have mercy on me, spare my eyes from this horrible sigggghhhhhht!!!!! *echo*......

drama mode: ON
Bitchy mode: ON
Mercy mode: OFF

them??Malaysia's top models??if they were considered "TOP", then what would foreigners think about others....(finger wagging, and head wobbling attitude)
Damn!! we're really giving off one BAD image of Malaysia to the world out there...

Just look at them, and I should say no more....

It's ok for civillians to look ordinary or even ugly, but for models, who represent Malaysia??It's a CRIME!!! a SIN!!!for crying out loud...

I'm outraged here, even more when I found out my cousin do drugs!!!
sabo je la~

SO mUCH Change

2008-06-23T11:27:00.005+08:00

Rice price rises,
so does petrol price,
BN lost 5 states to alternative parties,
Tan Sri Zeti resigned from being the governor of national bank,
HINDRAFf la,
Mawi's popularity debilitating,
Dato mat Daud kilau claimed didnt know what "gay" means,
My cousin got married,

...A lot is happening in Malaysia...and I wasn't there to feel how it's like....I feel so left out..

I must say I don't really fancy all these changes...some were for better future but I am quite a prudent one and scared that all these might turn out bad..

I just hope that Malaysia will be peaceful and prosperous forever.....

I always thought that I left the country to study and expect to bring a certificate and serve the nation the way the others do now...but It never occurred to me, during my time later, it might not be the same...All kampung might be cluttered into industrial wastes dump..no more lawn for a house, everybody lives in apartment, no busybody neighbours, everybody mind their own business...(in a way, it's good)....*sigh*

I don't know what to say, just wait patiently, face what awaits ahead, and lets hope that it all will be good...

(hahahah.....like so drama, i go back at least twice a year...and tell you the truth, not a slight change in my kampung pun...wait, they did open seven eleven mart there.huhuhu)

perkembangan kampung...GOSSIP!!
One of my neighbours, same age with me, became more useless than ever..

another neighbour at the back, a girl became sluttier and more gedixxx ( when she was 9y/o, during her bday party, as I was passing by, she grabbed my *****.....9 years old , people, 9 YEARS OLD!!!!

the landlady who lives in front of my house, planted pokok daun kari...we always take them..

my youngest bro wont be home when i'm back because he's in a boarding school now.

my sis already got a job in Ipoh, Perak..

My younger sis got a scholarship and going to Egypt soon...

and that's pretty much 1/10 of what's happening...

menyampah

2008-06-22T23:33:00.004+08:00

Why???Why on earth would a FRIEND pick a fight with me??xde kerja lain ker...

if u're reading this, If those were meant for jokes, I DON'T LIKE 'EM!!!

it's been several incidences, but there are 2 major ones....
there's been alterations to the conversation coz I dont really remember the exact words...but the point is still there

First
me: My cousin got married...I started to feel to get married too...I wonder if there is any beautiful girl would accept me the way I am....

He: You wanna get married??

me: ye..why not?but I hope she looks nice...its for the kids' genes...

he: tak payah la nak berangan....nak ada org kawin ngan kau pun mujur...nak memilih-milih plak...Ko ingat kau tu bagus sangat...berangan jer lebih

me: I just said I want someone nice...everybody chooses...and I'm sure, so do you..
x payah la kau nak berlagak mulia konon2 kau tu x memilih, hanya terima yg ada.....take your infallible divine concept with you to your own fairy land!!!!!cakap ngan kau buat sakit hati jer...

I think he's the one acting so pure that he dont look upon physical but merely heart...(if it's true, go have sex with my ex-maid tht her hair fell rotten coz she never bother untangle it for years...I dare you!!)

Second incidence.....

Just when i was happy finishing the trilogy of Shrek....suddenly out of nowhere, a chat box appeared on my screen saying "Aku bosan tgk muka kau"

me: apa masalah kau?

he: takde =)

he is impudent,pugnacious, blatantly picking a fight, .....and in the end gave me a supposedly cute emoticon and pretend it was okay....I DONT THINK SO!!!

I just don't get it...Don't you have manners??...Don;t you think you should know the person well enough before u make a stupid, offensive not-much-of-a-joke like this..KNOW YOUR AUDIENCE!!!..

exam over...what comes next??

2008-06-20T18:36:00.006+08:00

mmm....
exam is over...n now I'm liberated...yay!! =)

so what to do next...i still got about ten days before my real cathartic getaway at BAli n next to MAlaysia...

1.BUild my body!!
So, I figured that I'd shape up my body since of course would be strutting around in BAli shirtless....what do you expect?
I planned to go to gym..but i wanna save some money and wanna squander it all on stupid stuff at Bali later...

I don't wanna be too buffed or meaty...i just wanna have a slim lean fit body..i know to get that is not easy...u have to lift light weights with much frequency rather than lift heavy weights a couple of times...if not you'd get one big body like Arnold Schwarzenager... n that is so NOT what I want...I prefer being skinny than being that kind of LUMP!!

NO!NO! NO!
YES!YES!YES!

So, since I'm a shy person who rather being cut into pieces than going out n jog alone, then regular exercise in my room would do...n of course good result don't come so fast...n if i try to have drastic change on my body, I'm sure there will be some drawbacks...

Then what about the ten days due period??naa...screw it...life long effect is better than transient good that will loom shit(cellulites..NO!!!!!) later..ALl I need is confidence....just stroll this awkward looking body at the beach..huhu

2. remove all the excess hair

I've got my granpa's indian trait...So my body can be said kinda hairy...So i just wanna get rid all of those...yup...waxing is the way...It hurts but it pays off, u know..I love the smooth surface when I graze my finger thru*TUTT*TUTT*TUTT*haha...my chest la..

I also sometimes pluck my beard..coz when u shave it'll provoke it to grow thicker..so plucking helps reducing it.

I was thinking of getting a haircut...but, i always want to try having long hair...so I'd just let this one grow...n later with long hair, I can have any new hairdo that i want..perhaps this kind...looks good on him..would it look great on me??we shall see...

3. get all the dental treatments

I have ulcer like i mentioned in the previous-previous post...it subsides gradually but I need a medication to fasten the process....and I need to fill any of my teeth that got caries...
y now?? because in Indonesia, we got this panel clinic that all treatments are totally covered by my beloved sponsor...so better fill 'em here before going back to Malaysia..

4. Comics

This one is not a rush...It's just one of the ways to help you killing time ..There's a comic store nearby my place..(walking distance)..n to read a comic there only rp500/rm0.20 and renting it to bring back home for two days is just twice that price...THAT is one of the things I like in Indonesia...

5. room cleaning

exam really hinders me to do anything...not that I study much but "the guilt", remember i told you

So, I need to spruce it up before leaving it unattended for 2 months..would I follow ezwan's ways of cleaning floor?
I doubt so....

strange thing is, albeit my stay here in Indonesia to study but I really have nothing much related to studies..I dont even have a study table for god's sake...no book rack...nothing...and instead, I have a super-single sized bed, 3 door cupboard, a refrigerator, water dispenser, weight scale, shoe racks and perhaps some other stuff I miss mentioning...*sigh*

and my motorcycle needs a cleaning too...just gonna send it to the shop....MALAS BANGAT!!the water faucet at the outside too far away...=)*excuse*

and what else??I cant remember things I want to do now...so will update if there is any miss...

when money IS an issue

2008-06-17T01:14:00.005+08:00

when I become a father, and if i'm rich...i'll give my kids a substantial amount of pocket money...teen is the time where u should enjoy..there is a lot of things that you yearn but they are limited by financial capability...

like this phone..N81

or this i-pod...

dad, if u give me these two things, i wont ask you anything anymore......*long pause* .................. this year(in a slow,drown voice)

ok, either one of 'em would be okay...

I need it coz when i travel alone, it's really boring when u have nothing to enjoy...
pengamen(street performer)???mmm....well, they wouldnt perform in the bus or streets if they have nice voice..would they?

and if I have camera phone, it'd be a lot easier to capture photos and upload it to my blog..then my blog would be more well presented....

yes..like wan ching said it's full of pics with lil' writing here and there...but I figured that would make my blog bearable...coz mine is not a brilliant piece of mind but merely prattles...right, wan ching??

Monday, June 16th

2008-06-16T23:48:00.005+08:00

I just finished my SOCA...if u don't know what's that, don't bother to ask...well, I dint do so good and no so bad either..well, let's just say, i did it fine and I'm satisfied with my marks..

right after that, I went to the mall, grabbed a bite, and window shopping while waiting for the cinema to open...went for karaoke and sang a few songs....I'm still with my oldies malay sentimental songs..Kehebatan Cinta and "Rindu Bayangan"...

then we watched "kungfu Panda"..n it was FUNNY!!big time FUNNY, ok!!in each minute, there is a funny part...It's like u havent finished yr laugh on the previous joke, another joke already ensuing..

after that, I still felt like watching more movies, so Hema n i bought a couple of dvd's and watched it at her place...we watched Jack and Jill by Freddie Prince Junior...he's gotten fat....well, not fat actually, more loaded tht before, look at the x-tra baggage under the chin...whachamacallit??

before....

after.....
but he's still as good-looking as before....but the movie is so sluggish and boring..it's just that we've watched half way, so we'd like to know how it ends...

then we watched Oxford Murder, really mind-tricking...a really heavy movie and need you to think along as the movie goes on...the protagonist trying to use logic and mathematical logarithm to solve the murders..and some other senses of philosophy and stuff too... my mind that was supposed to be at ease after exam, somehow was forced to think and made me more stressed..ish3

then we watched a movie by Ben affleck..not sure the tittle...it was nice too...
So basically, today, it's all about movies..

rental magica

2008-06-15T11:04:00.003+08:00

hahaha...no updates till 20th,eh??..well..blogging is one of the ways to relax yr mind..

mm...i read this manga magazine and ran into this manga which from the synopsis i read, must b very good and suit my taste..RENTAL MAGICA..

It's about a guy(Iba Itsuki) who has lost his memory of his past. He took over Astral(kind of like a magic association)after his father,who formerly reigned it, dissappeared 7 years ago..he's got this super power 'glamsight' that its origin is still vague..throughout his journey, he's accompanied by several other magicians, ghosts, shikigami, homonculus and so forth...the variety of characters would make it more intriguing i guess..

n the most important thing is plot chronology..I like to read a manga where it's still a mystery and the truth unfolds one by one...and another thing is character development...how the hero starts off as an ordinary boy who knows not much of his potential but as story goes on, he develops new powers and gets stronger...

UNLIKE this manga ONE PIECE...I really dont understand how do people keep on reading this...it's quite popular in spite of it's quality...i myself opine tht this story has no character development...and the story line revolves around the same thing...it's really PROLIX!!!!!..

it's always like the hero fight this villain..he's got beaten up at first..but no matter how the bad guy beat the shit out of him, based on solely "determination", he stand up and fight to the death, but of course he wouldn't die, if not the story would end....and after tht, he hit the guy only one time, and the villain straight away knocked out...what a bullshit...it's unfair to me in a way and unrealistic....not all mangas are realistic to begin with but at least have some senses..

and the story progresses in a way that he encounters a stronger villain in each chapter...and he just kept on fighting without any new technique learnt..borrriinngggggg~this kind of manga..i'd read to 10 episodes then ill get bored..

when it comes to exam..=(

2008-06-09T18:03:00.004+08:00

it's really tormenting...U dont expect tht person to study the whole day non stop, but u dnt expect to see him in the mall either even tho he's actually just taking a break...

it's the compulsive need to be in your room to study even tho u'd be sleeping, roaming around yr room, nail-clipping, drown in reverie, ...going out would just make you feel guilty....I HATE THIS FEELINGS!!!!

nonetheless, it didnt stop me from going to the mall...
the guilt??? hell I care!!!!!

my ulcer still dnt show any sign to regress any soon, let alone heal...guess it'd be there till the end of exam...
yes....stress can induce ulcer....

so, i guess i wouldnt be updating my blog for quite a while...from 10th-20th of July

EXAMINATION IS IN SESSION!!!
please dont disturb except hotties~=)

well, they somehow give this cooling, soothing effect to your mind when youre stressed out....dont you agree with me??

in the class

2008-06-07T18:34:00.004+08:00

we, the dentistry students are such a hyper bunch..not all of us..but mostly are...
bak kata org tua-tua "takleh duk diam2"
even in class, in lab, during lecture, or tutorial,..there is always people taking photos....

in class, paying heed.....were we??in lab...doing amalgam filling...aww...I love my job/work/doings

poyo tak??konon2 macam tema mahligai gading..
open your mouth, please....say "aaaa~"

im starting to like what we're doing coz our lab work now is germane to what we're gonna do in the future...

holidays...isnt it fun..

2008-05-31T12:32:00.010+08:00

Since I'm going to bali this july, so I browsed in internet bout accomodation..n i bumped into this site where u can look for all the hotels in famous cities in the world, room availabilities, prices and offers and promotions.

Me being me in this exam time, killing the time by checking the hotels at places that I wish to go in the future..namely are Dubai UAE, Istanbul Turkey, Phuket Thailand, Alcapunco Mexico, Milan Italy, Seoul Korea and Paris..

At first I wanted to go to London and Us but after i saw the hotels and the places, i think they are so OVERRAted..

Take a look at this hotel interior view of several tht i got from this site...they are ok, quaint and exclusive but that's it..NO KEZUTAANNN...I expected more from these developed countries.

above:Royal Lancester, London
below: Loews Santa, LA
tht is so yesterday....n all this are frigging USD350++ per night..

developing countries on the other hand have unique, individualized interior design...on the contrary, they look more modern to me...

left:Raffles Dubai
right above: dusit thani laguna beach phuket
right below: las briscas acapulco
mind you...some of these like in Thailand are down to USD 30...this is what u call "alah membeli menang memakai"

and if u're going for higher prices, at least be "worth it"..like these
above :Raffles Dubai
below : Marmara Istanbul
But Kudos to Malaysia for the design...I dnt know what words would best describe it..but I was totally mesmerized to see these...eh, wait a sec, then the word would be "mesmerizing"
above: Hotel Imperial Kuala LUmpur, Golden Triangle
below, Grand Millenium, Kl

drama tari porsenang

2008-05-27T19:30:00.004+08:00

for porsenang, we the second year students have to perform something...then we decided to do "drama tari"...after a long discussion on the songs, the characters, finally we made it...we had a good reviews from the spectators, malaysians and indonesians..

here are shots before the performance...i had the video but very large tht uploading it would take a very long time..

the director, Iqa.....

these are not the scenes...just some stupid things we do while waiting for our turn

quotes

2008-05-27T18:47:00.004+08:00

homosexual quotes

The Bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to heterosexuals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love heterosexuals. It's just that they need more supervision. ~Lynn Lavner

My lesbianism is an act of Christian charity. All those women out there praying for a man, and I'm giving them my share. ~Rita Mae Brown

im laughing my ass off when i read this quote...wahahaha

relationship/romantic quotes

If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting? ~Stephen Levine

Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade. ~Leo Buscaglia

so sweet....insaf jap...walaupun xde relationship pun...saje ber-propaganda konon2 ada kan..huhu

attitude quotes

I had the blues because I had no shoes until upon the street, I met a man who had no feet. ~Ancient Persian Saying

Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching? ~Dennis and Wendy Mannering

n yes, mine is worth catching esp students...go class late, nt listen to teachers, go to the mall after class n hang there till dusk, come back home n play internet....n where the results came out, cursing here and there, putting blame on others....voila!!

farewell party

2008-05-26T12:36:00.003+08:00

I dont like my outfit...I just grab it off my wardrobe...not much of retro-themed...hate it...hate it....hate it!!!!!

actually i planned to go to bandung to buy one but i was caught up with this anime 'hunter x hunter i was watching....ish3

after all the speech, eating, and games, suddenly the classroom changed into a disco..everybody danced, termasuk gee..KEZUTANNN....hahaha....sabar jer lah..~

Celebration here and there

2008-05-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

One thing good when u have very few classmates is that it's easy to organize something, be it performance practice, throwing a party, dinner, trip and stuff..
31 students in a class, albeit, not all give cooperation in every single activities done by class...some people just like to be racists.

yet still, im happy with the capacity of my class now..it's just right..
even if u have bigger class, u tend to make small groups...or even smaller..tht way, u only have LOTS of regular friends and very few close friends...which one do u prefer??

Malam diwali 2007...john, aku, hema, sara, sureen, indira, abumalam seri budaya..dayah, sya, aku, weimay, hanim,gee,hema,fiqah,ira n bib
birthday's party...too many to mention..hahaha

Bandung Super Mall (BSM)

2008-05-23T21:30:00.005+08:00

This is the mall that i reckon the best place to go if u're looking for fun...shopping probably good for those who have money coz the goods here are extra-costly.

They have bowling centre,pool, cinemas, go-cart circuit, arcade, fun-fare stuff like ferris wheel,low grade roller coaster, bumper cars...
most of other fun things are here....Overall it's a really nice place..

This trip consisted of fantastic four, me,Sara, Hema and Ira...we went there by "Angkot"..We had a round of bowling game..I as usual, had trouble with the counter girl coz last time, we had a small argument on price..i wanted student price even tho I dint bring student's card...yea...I'm stubborn!!

main tak seberapa, tapi gaya yang penting..gaya i dapat 10 markah ok!!

ni gaya nama " cikgu rokiah terpeleot jatuh sawah"
me n Sara played a lil game called "who's being more cute"

And as expected, a landslide victory of sms voting system... I won the aforesaid game....and the bowling too..hehehe
Apabila remaja penerus generasi bangsa dah xde kerja lain nak buat, jadi camni la

beauty interpratation 2

2008-05-19T09:57:00.006+08:00

now is for male categories...I dnt know much bout the terms commonly used to decribe their beauty...so these are the ones tht i remember of while writing this entry....anf if there is any addition u can share yr thoughts in the shout box or in comments column..

from Spain, Juan Garcia Postigo..........hot!!

from mexico, Juan Alfonso Bapitista........Macho

From Brazil, Lucas Gil......sexy

from Hollywood, MArk Wahlberg.....boyish

From England, Warren Harvey..........Bold...
He stands at 2.03mtre ok!!
From Hollywood....Hugh JAckman.......Stud!!

From Hollywood, Brad Pitt.....Hunky
Carl, a porn star..........pretty(adik-adik)
From Korea, Dennis Joseph o'neil...............handsome
From India, Dino Morea........sweet
From Malaysia (massive applause)......HAns Isaac.......suave
From America, Jorge Alberti................"boyfriend material"

beauty interpratation..!!

2008-05-18T18:51:00.008+08:00

here, i'm not by any means to set up the standard world wide, but just merely to impart my opinions of how i judge beauty...different people, different view

#1.beautiful...Catherine Zeta Jones #2.Cute ......Emma Watson (Harry Potter)
#3.elegant...Fauziah Latiff
4. Handsome.....Keira Knightley

#5.enchanting...Maria Belen (Fedra peres in ROsalinda)

#6. Hot (ssss......)....Eva LOngoria

#7.radiant.....Alessandra Martinez (Fantaghiro.the cave of the golden rose)
#8. sweet.....Jessica Alba

#9. pretty.....Amrita Rao

#10. adorable.........

I think I miss out several categories...but ill update as soon it pops out...

and don't worry ladies, men's categories will come out soon...hahaha

mix and match

2008-05-15T08:02:00.003+08:00

hmmm....so long tht I didnt treat myself with some quality clothes....well, I 'm a student and....mm..u'd understand..

but doent mean tht i couldn't bask in cool, sleek, trendy branded attire imaginarily..what about this??? black tee

grey cargo pants

white sneakers

ok the tee isnt really branded...but who cares???
so is this ok to you??not that im gonna get these exact piece of clothes....but maybe something alike???with cheaper price perhaps??

mmm...maybe I need some accesories that would cohesively blend with this simple yet sleek appearance.....
ok...this isnt a ring.....it's a watch @bangle???or whatever u wanna call it...

So what do you think???ok..to raja ezwan aka 'fashion police', if u're reading this, any private comments please pass it thru ym...I know this piece of mix-match dnt live up to your royal standard..*bluek*

mengidam tetiba~=(

2008-05-14T21:52:00.003+08:00

can anyone gimme a treat of cold soy milk please....im craving for it and have no money...when I lost my wallet together with my ATM card, i called the bank to have it blocked...n now even when i found it back, I couldnt use it....so i have NO money at the time being

and have to ask upon your generosity to belanja me air soya sejuk...please...anyone???

Jalan-jalan cari makan..

2008-05-14T15:39:00.005+08:00

I just had this typical indonesian food for lunch which is my fav here....PECEL AYAM...ok, this isnt what I had...it's probably less fancy in presentation...

here i classify food into 3 categories...

ones that u can find in Indon...like pecel ayam as depicted above

can find in INdon but altered version...like ais campur
could never find in Indon...kuih kocitau fu fa

yong tau fu....im salivating here...

my favorite drink ever-SOYA....when i first got here....this drink is rarely found in Indon...i guess they dont really like it even thought they like 'tempe' n 'tahu' which if im not mistaken are made of the same thing,soy bean...isn't it???but now, its commercialized more widely and malaysia soy products like yoe's soy can are marketed here already...thank god even tho its still only available at limited places..

Air Asia VS MAS

2008-05-14T07:31:00.008+08:00

what is this??

where do you normally see this kind of promotion

EVERYDAY LOW FARE!!!

langkawi
penang
kota kinabalu
kuching

NO MORE RM299/STH BUT RM0

This is the promotion done by MASok, if MAS always does this, plis tell me now....dnt lemme humiliate myself

btt as far as im concerned, Air Asia is the one who always does this and MAS is well-known as one which is standard priced as it has better and quality,standard service..or so the rumors go...

but now, in order to catch up with Air Asia tht makes EVERYONE can fly,this one for sure, is the counteract strategy...wow...its getting ferocious...
Come what may, it benefits us all the consumers....YAy...I'm coming back this 3rd of July...by Air Asia..... For the time being, Air asia is the only airline that has direct flight KL-Bandung and vice versa...

TENDA BIRU

2008-05-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this song to my ex-special someone...

Tak sengaja lewat depan rumahmu
Ku melihat ada tenda biru
Dihiasi indahnya janur kuning
Hati bertanya pernikahan siapa

Tak percaya tapi ini terjadi
Kau bersanding duduk di pelaminan
Airmata jatuh tak tertahankan
Kau khianati cinta suci ini

Tanpa undangan , Diriku kau lupakan
Tanpa utusan . . . Diriku kau tinggalkan
Tanpa bicara . . . Kau buat ku kecewa
Tanpa berdosa . . . Kau buatku merana
Ku tak percaya . . . Dirimu tega
Nodai cinta . . . Khianati cinta

This house believes that Online dating is.... REalistic?or Crap??

2008-05-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

Online dating??as interesting as it may sound coz it opens myriads of possibilities to us from variable of races, ethnicity, physical appearances and so forth as it eliminates the continental boundaries....I believe that it is nothing more than a surreal fantasy.

I define online dating as a date fixed thru online program where matching is done based on preferences...it sounds perfect,doesnt it???or does it?

why would someone indulge in this business in the first place??is there no available candidates at their place or among their daily encounters?? or they couldnt sell themselves in this place and have to resort to online dating....??
as you know, when it comes to selling yourself online, more than half of the contents is rubbish and unreliable...who would be so gullible to buy all those perfect descriptions??none other than D.E.S.P.E.R.A.D.O

here im not lowering standard of those online dating subscribers as among themselves, there is a few that i have to say way hotter than I am or shah rukh khan..but lemme try to talk some perspectives into you...

the normal tedious online dating routine...

1: ull get to know him online...and he'll tell you all what you wanna hear...coz if he didnt, you wouldnt even consider to go out with him, would you girls??

2: he'll ask you for a date, and u'd agree coz u're blind with MR.PERFECT!!

3 : Ull realize soon enough tht he's not even closer to what he said he's like and u're gonna regret..

4: u'll bail on the date or u stay on the date out of courtesy

5 :u end up being alone again....

so plis tell me now, where is the fun part of online dating??

I JUST WANT TO SAY ALL THE ABOVE IS PROBABLY AN ARGUMENT COMES FROM A PREVIOUSLY-GOT-STOOD-UP-LOSER

by throwing a minority analogy that might have happened in the first date, he's already concluded tht online dating is CRAP??this is unacceptable...it is not online dating's fault that your date turned out suck...

FYI, it has already united over millions of people all over the globe to a matrimony and ever lasting relationship ..
not all publish lies in their entries,some told the truth....coz its all about preferences...even he is fat, there is a possibility that some girls are into fatties..and in fact , there is ..

online dating programme serves only as a platform for people to encounter..how you use it, up to you...

Some people who lived in a rural area or expats find it hard to find a couple tht suits them....expats probably looking for someone who is from their homeland..so are they desperados?? outcomers who lived in a small inhibited town like Jatinangor probably want to expand their options out of that very town...

pearl lies in an oyster that buried latent in the deep sea.....it is not exposed in a vast field to everybody's view....think yourself....mmm...(rubbish symbolism indeed,wakaka)

AND NOW , you might think what is this self-contradictory debate!!!
Actually it is just a piece of mind of someone who doesnt have better things to do and have too much time to spare and doesnt benefit it for good.
its been 4 years tht i left debating and i always missed it and now i dnt have the opportunity to re-engage in it anymore since im in indonesia...what am i gonna do?participate in indonesia debate??humiliate myself stuttering in front of hundreds of spectators??hell no!!

so basically this is just a way to satisfy my inner longing for a debate...*sigh*not a quality one though....~dissapointed~I'm losing it..

Found my lost wallet...yay!!

2008-05-10T23:40:00.004+08:00

someone gave me a call in the middle of a movie...and he said he's got my wallet...and i didnt wait much but to go retrieve it as soon as possible..
and it's a long story how i got it back n how the guy practically 'extorted' me to give him 'rewards' and stuff ...I'm lazy to story-story ni.

but for all it's worth, ive got my wallet back and I'm happy...

Avatar 'the last airbender'

2008-05-10T20:40:00.007+08:00

the cartoon series 'The Avatar" is blowing me away here...Its been a while since a series could give me this kind of intrigued feeling and excitement...

It takes place in ancient background consists of four nations, namely Fire Nation, Water Tribe, Air Temple and the Earth Kingdom...and the tribe of each, can master one of the four respective elements and only The Avatar could master all the four elements..

All the four nations lived in harmony until when the Fire nation attacked and started ruining the balance...and when the world needed The Avatar the most, he vanished.

And there's where the adventure of Ang,the last airbender and also the avatar commences...as he starts from knowing only air bending to mastering all the four elements....
and he started to gather friends from all the four nations that at the same time be his teachers to learn the elements..
the concept is almost the same with other cartoon series....magical power or kungfu fighting...good and evils..silly jokes....but this one is rather different...I dnt know what exactly the distinctions but it's suitble for adult's view also..my father stayed up watching these series from the dvds i bought.

I am still waiting impatiently for every incoming episode..
Kudos to Aaron Schwartz...the writer of The Avatar'

I lost my wallet

2008-05-05T21:43:00.003+08:00

It was like other normal night, i dnt have any premonition or bad feeling or what...in fact, i was quite happy at tht time...I went photocopying notes,fill up my motor tank and went to my friend's house....
when i reached there, i started taking things out from my pockets

at first, i was SO HAPPY when i found crumpled up 1000rp(40cent) notes in my pocket ...I told my friends how happy i am everytime tht happens when u found money out of nowhere...even tho, its YOUR money tht u put and forgot bout it.

but as i was groping further, there is no sign of my wallet...i was a lil bit panicked...i looked for it everywhere in the vicinity, at the motorcycle and i went back thru the route tht i came just now looking for it...but to no avail..

luckily, there is not much money in the wallet..only rp15000(rm6-7) as far as i remembered..
HOWEVER, there is several things tht made me very sad
first, is the wallet itself..it was a gift from my father and coincidentally, it was the same with my ex-special one..and its quite expensive too
second, the ATM card, tht i already have it blocked...n thinking about all the
trouble i have to go thru to get a new one
third, my motorcycle ownership card was also in the wallet...i dnt know how much i have to pay for the replacement...~sigh~

but whatever inside it, i still love the wallet the most...because...its been with me for almost four years..and i took a good care of it and it always looked new...at least to me...

to anyone who found it( black hardy amies wallet), please contact me at this site...your kindness will be rewarded....................................................by GOD!!

business jargons??

2008-05-05T17:36:00.002+08:00

mmm...im kinda interested in business..but when i tried to read business section in newspaper...I was stupefied when I couldnt understand what they were writing AT ALL....so if anyone would like to help me in explaining all those business jargons, kindly help me out..

e.g:. what is composite index and industrial ??

what is commodities and what is stocks??n how do they rise or plunge??

I know what you're thinking.."does he wanna dabble in business esp in stocks area??does he think he could understand it all and be good in business just by learning from some anonymous from internet??does he think thru stock,he can gain money in a blink??
or "doesnt he think he could lose the money hand over fist? on top of that, does he even have the money to start investing ?

if you thought so, then i'd have to say" ure thinking too far"...all i want is just not being such a numskull when someone talking bout business related topics..the least is to comprehend..replying or debating bout it sound so sophisticated to me..wahahah

so anyone??

nak balik..waaa~..nak mak...

2008-05-05T08:37:00.004+08:00

all of a sudden, out of nowhere, ive got this strike of feeling-homesick???-

why??out of all my siblings, i ve always been the tough one...when i went to boarding school, i never cried while all my other siblings did.

during our early years of shifting to terengganu, they always left me n my sis with my grandma when they wanted to go back to perak...I cried a lot tht time..but tht built the present me-always tough being far apart from my family

but i guess i am still a human being...that has feelings, that needs affection, that needs love esp of a mother...
with a pile of assignments(LI) every week(weekdays), and doesnt have the channel to whine it all out..i am doomed...and the workload of lab....
now, any bits and pieces of attention or affection anybody gives me would make me happier and cry probably..

and after being here for about 3 months since the holiday, i just realised tht i have none of my family pics in possesion...how sad~...but i can take it from friendster later, i guess

alamak, class is in 10 minutes...gotta chiow guys

waaa~~...nak balik...

Best Buy!!

2008-05-01T21:50:00.003+08:00

I was trying to sleep away the disapointment of losing and be the first runners up for the volleyball match this morning. but it didnt work out well..

So. I think i needed more than a good sleep...what about pigging out??so i called dayah and aini since they were the only two that were available under short notice plus most of my gang went to BAndung town. Thanks to dayah and aini for accompanying me.

So we had dinner at Bakso LApangan Tembak which i had a small problem with the waiter...I ordered Bakso bihun...when my order arrived, it somehow was lack of something ....then i realised it didnt have the "tetelan"(not sure the bout the word.Indo's word quite confusing)..then i called and asked the waitress.

waitress: ya, ada apa mas? (with a smile)

me: kok baksonya kosong aja..ga ada itu ya??isiannya?? (indignant)

waitress: itu ma lagi kosong..udah habis..(smiling still)

me: terus??? mengapa ga dikasitahu awal2?(high tone...angry face)

waitress: oo..ga dikasitaw ya..kiranya udah tahu(smile dissapear..change of facial expression)

me: ya udah..lain kali kasitahu dulu (preaching like an old man)

waitress:...ok (with fake smile yet still slammed the glass of ice tea on the table)

what a rude waitress!!!lempang kang..if i report this to the manager, i could have her fired!!kan??

then after having our dinner, we went for karaoke...i chose my favorite song ever "madah berhelah"...my voice never get as high as ziana zain but still persistently wanna sing that song..
actually Dayah who rushed me to pick a song n that song was the first one tht pop out from my mind...my voice got all shrieky..but who gives a rat ass bout it..huhuh

then we went roaming aroung the mall...n I saw this BIg sale promotion...so i went there eagerly n started trying on the clothes..unconsciously, ive already bought three t-shirts..*sigh*..i never have the self restraint...then we continued walking till i had this wallet-wrecking idea to buy shoes...then after a short haggle, I bought a pair of converse-like shoes...neva had tht kind of shoes...simply try something new..

then another new idea came across my mind..
"since i already have a pair of shoes and t-shirts, why dont i buy pants/jeans??"

mmm...but thinking about all the plans awaiting me ahead that gonna use a lot of cash of course, so I stopped my self from indulging to this so called shopping spree..i'd better save my money for a better plan than squandering it around for unnecessary things...but it did make me happy..huhu

ive no camera.. if not, i'd already have posted the pics of products of my splurge.*huge grin*
=)

eat less rice??

2008-04-29T23:10:00.003+08:00

rice price rises, eat less rice???

*long pause*

I couldn't stomach this....
this phrase comes from a minister that all civilians entrusted their faith to manage town/state development planning..I AM SHOCKED!!!literally jumped out of my skin when i first heard about this..

come on!!u cant simply do the math like that...there is too many things involved here...actually, i don't care much about the price rising, but to comment on that as such shows how insensitive and ignorant of you about civil problem..not to mention that you are supposedly come up with solutions to overcome this very problem..people selected you to be amenable not to pass some not-so-witty remarks...

ish....sighing in disappointment~

peeling current issues???what's that??

2008-04-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

peeling current issues means mengupas isu semasa..wakaka...yea..i like to english up malay words...u got a problem with that??

I think i ramble a lot than talking bout current issues..it's not that i dont want to but, hey, u can get that from newspaper..what is it for...if I cast all the issues, then who's gonna read newspapers or see news on tv...of course i impart the news way better than those geeks...duhh..

but lately, i think its a tad necessary for me to do some analysis on current issues and re-publish them in my point of view....mmm..

ok, next time I'll find some issues to discuss or debate,,mmm...

I cannot wait for..

2008-04-28T18:28:00.003+08:00

yeay!!...exam is over..for now at least...im not really sure about them...i answered them quite ok but answering is just one part of it, answering correctly is another matter..huhu...like Sara always said " farhan kan slalu overconfident"wahaha...

lets bygone be bygone...haha..now I cant wait for my friend to come from msia ..he said he's gonna stay here for approx 3 weeks...yeay...finally got a guy friend that i can do activities with...no offence to my girlfriends...you are all fun to be with but how can i shop with girls?? u'll be in lady's area n i??, alone in the guys area...esp when u're shopping for lingerie..wahaha..it's not like u're gonna let me see u put them on n judge...=)

Ive already done my monthly budget since i think i need to limit my expense for BAli trip...
cant wait for that too...
rent, internet, electric bills, books and photocopy, debts, laundry, regular shopping, groceries, EAT!!

can't wait for final test to over
cant wait for year break
cant wait for starting third year
cant wait to have a beloved someone
cant wait to love and be loved..wahahahaha

Lemme sleep~zzz

2008-04-27T08:43:00.002+08:00

here i am, waking up so early at friggin' 5.45am on sunday morning??!!!
I slept at 1++ sth last nite due to incessant ranting on this Neanderthal i posted in previous post to my beloved friends....
n this morning, while i was sleeping so peacefully like the baby of an angel (ahaks), someone knocked on my door. I was wondering what kind of urgency that disturb my precious quality sleep....n there they were, two of them, asking for 'torchlight'????...they really get under my skin..im not really a morning person!!leave me alone!!

but with a fake smirk, n sleepy cute face(wahahaha), i went to look for my torchlight n gave it to them, so they can buzz off....n now i CANT get back to sleep!!!*sigh*

so now im getting ready to go to PAUN(pasar unpad to eat lavishly since yesterday, I forgot my lunch and only had biscuits for dinner..(lalalala)

furious and perplexed!!!!

2008-04-26T23:27:00.005+08:00

my conversation with a neanderthal!!
so it started..
me: its been a while...huhu...are u back or still at .....mmm...US??isnt it??
mat motor: I'm still here sweet boy. (Boston). If you want to see photos I've taken ,go to http://tukangpaip.com quite nice sceneries. 26 Apr 2008, 21:08
me: tukang taip la, mat motor la...macam2 la dia niy...wahahahahaalright, ill check out them soon..so how ya doing??? 26 Apr 2008, 21:12
me: same photos with the ones u put up here...=) 26 Apr 2008, 21:57
Matmotor321: Yah.. 26 Apr 2008, 22:14
Matmotor321: good.

cut the idiotic jokes.
me: what idiotic jokes??
Matmotor321: Dude. You're cute and all.

I'll give you credit for that.

But I don't see the value in talking further with you based on your IQ level.
me: y out of the blue??

u didnt even tell me my alleged 'idiotic jokes'

n yup maybe i didnt come up with more serious, solemn, intelectual and cerebal topics to talk about...so why didnt YOU come up with something...

if u dnt wanna talk witn me any further...its fine..just say u're not interested...dont giv LAME excuses to end this..

so immature...

......end of conversation....
people...please and please give me some perspectives about this which in the beginning was a casual conversation but in the end, took a twist to a bitchy repartee...wait...these arent repartees..more of a brusque to me...

why on earth some people out of the blue being so insolent...audaciously rude to me

who is he to question my IQ level...do i need to list my academic achievements so far...and if we are in proffesional's field, do we need to ramble on it every day??
is a conversation about current politic issues or global economy is sufficiently interesting to you...
or we need to go more academia??
what about mandibular prognathism??prevalence of cleft palate or lips..or plegia???do these topics live up to your IQ standard??!!

please...you yourself arent that IQ-ly interesting...u talked bout...wait..you BRAGGED about u went to US, n lived there for few years before, so going there is such a boring thing....u posted yr pics with some expensive-looking sports car....Are all of these supposed to sound so intelectual to me???F%^K YOU!!

I'm purely making friends here...if u think we arent in the same wavelength, kindly say it out clear... have the balls....but to make a very CORNY excuse to end this friendship...seriously...this is more childish than the games i played this afternoon

n i think it works best for both of us that our friendship is now officially effectively ruined!!!bye~.

p/s: no grief for you tough

Hari sukan..childishly fun

2008-04-26T20:13:00.007+08:00

for HAri sukan, the medicine faculty are divided according to batches whilst for dentistry students, we have to combine all batches including pharmacy students to build teams..there is very few of us especially guys...

got several activities and I participated in some of them, which are memasak, galah panjang and bola tampar

for memasak, three of us in a team..me, syaz n liyana..the organizer provided limited ingredients and we have to use our creativity to come up with brilliant ideas of recipes..
to my surprise, they gave us maggi, eggs, and sardin..so we decided to make maggi goreng, sandwiches and sardin rolls...contestants are judged from their creativity, teamwork, decorations and the cooking itself..

we won the first place!!!!...however, our ornate garnish was commented very ordinary...*sigh*

then for 'galah panjang', we lost terribly..our team consisted of small, short,cute boys whreas other teams were gigantic..when they extend their hands, they already cover most of the room,, there is not even a slit for us to get thru..crazy!!!marks are solely based on points earned by team..there is no creativity or teamwork merits...so we lost..wahahaha

well spent holidays

2008-04-24T18:31:00.007+08:00

last semester i made a few 'fabulous' and happening friends...even though we just meet for few days but i think we clicked...everybody has their own characteristics but somehow we blend in perfectly... the chemistry feels right...
here we are...
at the pavillion...the content of that paper bag is extremely brutal to be disclosed...epul macho sial!

AJL 2007...we were at the press area ..wahaha...afiq very toyeeeee!!
I'd consider ourselves as a very candor group...everybody deprecates each other casually but no one is offended or what..

udin... english best debater HKSBP 2004...bitch!!!hahahahah

so my unplanned stay at shah alam for more or less a week was totally worth it...we went to a concert, we went shopping together, pigging out together...it was fun..now i miss them so much..hope we'll meet again soon....

alamak!!gambar dino tiada...sorry..=)

moments that we went thru together

2008-04-23T22:50:00.008+08:00

i just realised that ive missed so many things...not tht i wasnt at the place but i didnt capture the moments that we had together...so hereby, i attach several photos that i just took from 'abu'...he had this whole collection of almost every event that we had...so impressive..would like to do that but no camera...=(

at a quiscent volcano-ciwedey(kawah putih)

behind got a small boiling pool...people cook eggs in that pool

me, syaz n syed

with jacqueline and indira....
formerly a crater....

soaking our feet in that muddy sulphuric pool...its good for skin...

smokey boiling water....

n then our potluck fast breaking....
jagjit interframe
sureen mata bulat...everybody looking at god knows where
FKG bachelors.......kah???
john likes to lie down so much

during physiology lab...
Ira eagerly 'doing' liteng.....hahaha...doing artificial respiration i mean...wahahaha..me at the side..
john n jagjit as patients...obedient patients

che' tun dihimpap oleh syaz....berat tak???

there are during last semesters....
after this,i think ill start updating each activity in detail...

I am content

2008-04-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

Have you ever done something that you are really satisfied with...??or u r not sure u're satisfied or not or content with what u've done...and u need people's approval to know it??
well, i Have for several times but for this time I wasnt really sure bout it... i was supposed to perform for Malam Seri Budaya which is somekind of an annual grand dinner..

this year's theme was 'eastern masquerade'...and i was involved in opening performance..I wasnt really sure whether it was good or what but positive responses that i got throughout the nite speaking for itself..hehehe(bragging eh?huhu...)

the opening performance...(phantom of the opera)

I was also involved in joget melayu...somehow the video was corrupted due to virus...substantial gratitude to certain someone..=(

will upload photos soon...

Farhan to the rescue!!!to salvage you from the boredom

2008-04-18T16:09:00.005+08:00

if u're bored, this is the time to get a pet....dont u like to be accompanied by a fury,tiny,soft,sweet and cute lil critter that would pur/meow/chirp at u when it needs u...what about it's big cute eyes when its hungry and needs something from you...
or u could use it as an emotional relieve agent...something soft n fury to pound on or kick when u're mad n stressed...
come on people..isnt this the right time ever to gett a pet...
i know why people frown upon getting a pet.. what about the high maintainence and it its excessive needy attitude and the worst part...'the dunk'....
but dont worry,people..i here have come to the rescue with a solution to this problem

GET A NEOPET!!!!!!

inspite all the fun than u can have, u need not to worry bout keeping it up and about...who cares if it dies, uve got a plenty to assign as yr new pet...so what are u waiting for??
(they really should pay me for this promotion)

i myself have adopted a new pet...its name is Nyah kuning...long story how i came up with that name...n yes..it's male...look at it...isnt it cute??

craving of the month

2008-04-18T15:02:00.005+08:00

lately im always craving for malaysian food..Ive shifted to a new place where cooking is nearly impossible for me to do here...so ive no choice but eat out..and consequently, i had typhoid fever...

i want real food....yesss...to me only malaysian food is real food...

these are some of my favorites...mouth watering,original recipe of malaysian cuisine

we have pulut kuning,
rendang ayam...the pic doesnt look really tempting..but so far i like my family's recipe of rendang.my grandma would say 'mencotok' which in Rawa means hot/pedas..
pulut sotong..i prefer it stewed in coconut milk with some other spices..
kuih seri muka...a perfect sweet dessert after having spicy food

alltime favorite...kuih ketayap/gulung...yum
I'm salivating here...

heroes???yawn~

2008-04-18T13:37:00.003+08:00

after I finshed watching heroes season 2 quite long time ago, Ive got this new perspective of all this heroic thing.. its all about how does it feel to be one of the gifted few, what to do when u are extraordinary, n when u are ordinary and the most questionable ponder, that is what's the biggest super power!…before I go on, Heroes series is getting draggish!!stop watching it..

Im not gonna bore u with all these unimportant questions since it isnt real to begin with..ill juz get right to the ultimate ponder that is the biggest super power of all..It is "The Power of Persuasion"..

from my point of view, almost all the villains be so powerful not because they have great super powers, but from their ability of persuading people, talking them into doing as they want..

Starting with Linderman who manipulated Bennet by putting his family on line,how a person can get carried away from his rational thinking when it comes to family! and Bob gets DR. suresh on his side by playing with his sense of humanity of which to choose: to save one person or sacrifice that one to save thousands!! And how Peter Petrelli who's believed is the hero of all heroes in this series was tricked and resulted in helping Adam(one of the villains) get the virus to wipe out the entire human beings..It all adds up that persuasion indeed is the biggest power of all..

And as for the ideal world "eutopia/neotopia"…there is no such thing..believe me..there is no excuse that permits one to take a life of another..sometimes when people too obsessed with their dreams, they r prone to get carried away and somehow ends up being in the dark path!!I happen to watch several animes that also have similarities in story plots how seeking the ultimate power needs sacrifices in order to create a better world and in the end hero wins and the villains wound up to an endless penitence,better yet DIE..its all the same story line but with different charecters and probs...so boring....come on, people...come up with something new..amaze me...(waiting..)

ugly but real or nice but fake???

2008-04-18T11:50:00.003+08:00

which one do you prefer?? this thought hit my mind off a scenario that happened in the class today...when this who-shall-not-be-named passed a disdainful mockery of my neck...dnt ask me what it is...
I find myself ordinary, not so good looking but not ugly either..I have my good time n my bad time..sometimes i appear good, well-groomed, garbed in iron,wrinkle-free shirt and no so shabby but there is times where appearance dont really matter to me..but one thing for sure, i am always genuine me..

I dnt see the purpose of showing off nip-and-tuck face and body and undermining other people who are less fortunate in look department than they are. as i see it, surgery intervention for better appearance is just to help your self-esttem and confidence level, it helps some people to blend in this judgmental society...but to degrade yourself by undermining the less fortunate people, being so ostentatious of what u , i'd say 'repaired'....that is so demeaning...

why so boastful about your unauthentic wrinkle-less face, fake pumped up breasts, and faux injected immaculate skin....yea...u look good, then what??its not that ure born like that but u're fabricated..in other words, the ugliest duckling could be changed into a beatiful swan if it have money to go for the surgery...for that matter of course...

so, bear in mind that u should just be grateful that people nowadays don't really mind about plastic surgery..there is no need to go around n tell people about what uve done..it makes u look un-original

genuine me..hehe..not bad eh...wahahahahahah

An OK class trip

2008-04-17T16:11:00.007+08:00

its been a while since i last posted something in here...well, now ive already installed a new internet line to my room, i guess i'd spend more time with my computer..

ok, back to my topic...my class organized a trip to Pangandaran...it was known as one the best beaches in bandung-jakarta area if im not mistaken...my geography sucks...

anyway, as one of the beach lovers, i anticipated this trip could be one of my cathartic getaways from all the study stress (lie,I didnt study much..wahaha) but for all its worth, it should be fun and joyful since its a 'trip'...after all the convincing explanation by the tour guide n the trip planner about places we r gonna visit n activities that can be done, i am as hyper as a kid offered a basket of candy...

actualy this trip was quite long ago, but only now i got the opportunity to tell you about it, so i dnt really remember the details of it..but in short, of all 4 places that we went only two was okay,..im not saying good or great but 'okay'..
the first one is the Pantai Karas....the water level is very shallow even though we've already gone deeper to the middle...n the waves are moderate in size...my friends really enjoyed it but me whos living in trganu, im not easily enthused by a mere moderate-wave,salty,windy beach...it takes more than that to please me..so i rate that pantai with 4 stars out of 10.

then we went to Batu Hiu(Hiu means shark).. well...again nothing much there...the waves are too big to the point where it could kill u...so we only snap photos there..which by the way I dnt see the purpose of going to that place since why travel thousand miles juz to take photos near trees that u can find at yr hometown's park?? nonetheless, i took a few pics there too...hahahahha....not my camera..my friends were pestering me to join the photo...so i was really lazy to argue...

next we went to Green Canyon...it looked like a swamp but as we went deeper using boat it was more like a river...the water running very fast, so we thought that the boat wouldnt go any further...and i was right to that point till we were asked to leave the boat n go further by swimming and of course under supervision..it was really adventurous especially the part where we had to grab the lateral walls of stone n push ourself forward to go further...n in the middle of the way, one my hand was cramped...i had to rest it in the water first before continuing my adventure...then we reached at the spot where we could not go deeper since the current was really strong..
there was somekind of a floating stone..its attached to the stone walls but it looked like it floating...it was like 5 metres above water level...we were all challenged by the supervisors to try to jump from that stone down...I was thrilled at first n couldnt help myself from being the most enthused person to invite more pple to do it...but when i was up there i was really scared...I almost bailed at last minute but after seing one of my girlfriends did it, i just had to do it....it was really fun n so far the highest level i ever jumped from...hehee

god, i have to cut this short coz got another work to do later....the last place was pangandaran which was supposed to be the most exhilarating place.however, it offers nothing but a great disappointment to me and most of my friends...the sea water was dirty, not so many water activities..we all just spent most of the time in thehotel playing pingpong/cards/swimming in the pool n etc...*sigh*...so basically to anyone whos looking for places for vacation, pangandaran is definitely not one of them...

cursory flirtingswink

2007-08-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

it's jz sth tht pop out from my mind........

"Most people find that cursory flirting like winking, raising eyebrow, flying kiss are normal and meaningless but most relationships are initiated by these doings...so what actually is the significance of cursory flirting???

"cursory flirtings are jz for fun..not everything has to go as far as RELATIONSHIP!!!"some pple might say.. this is TRUE but flirting is usually done to people tht we have a thing on..am i right? this action actually is a sign to inform the other being tht we like him/her...
so, does this kind of action need a reply?

well...it depends on the situation...you can tell actually whether the flirting is meaningful or meaningless
1. the meaningful-s
mostly done by the single/lonely/horny/randy people who needs comfort/ sex/ attention/ company..
whenever they wink or smile they wait for your reaction...
if u like the person..u could jz simply reply the same thing or flirt with him/her bc n the next thing u know u r in bed with her..hahaha..no lah..jz kidding..

2. the meaningless

mostly it's done by people who r good looking or people who think they r good looking..they believe in the concept: ;if you've got it, flaunt it..they get pleasure by tetsing are they still in market?are people lusting after them? or they are jz simply giving a so-called treat to some losers aka desperado..they are having fun by giving fake hope to those losers..

they enjoy being "unattainble hottie" or so they call it..

that's why u should interprate the sign correctly...don't be so full of yourself n think every flirt bestowed upon you means they want you...

but don't be so oblivious coz u dnt know the person who winked at u might be the person destined for u!!!huhuhuhh

p/s : to people out there, it always means something when i wink at YOU!!

My bad!!!

2007-07-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

it was like other normal days..my mom asked me to send my lil sis to her boarding school at Dungun..On the way there nothing happened..after done sending her..i didnt feel like going bc home yet so i called my friend who lived nearby to ask him out..We met at petronas station n planned to go to KFC seperately..i used my car n he used his bike..on my way to kfc,it was raining quite heavily... i was driving as usual till at a traffic light junction, i realized tht i was at the wrong lane..so i tried to turn left where a line of cars just started to move as the light turned green...then i started to notice tht it was a mistake since the car in front was very near..to my panic, i veered to right attempting to avoid the line of cars n pressed brake..but it wasn't my day, due to the rain n the slippery road,my car skidded n banged the car right in front of me..guess what!!it didn't stop there..the car tht i collided move forward n banged the car in front of it..the second car tht got banged jz went straight off,being oblivious to the crash..i hoped the first car would do the same(hahaha)...Then i went out n talked to the driver of a modified sporty kancil ..to my surprise,it was an old lady..then we moved our car to the road side n started to talk about police report,compensations n stuff!!after a long talk n long waiting,we decided to make a police report,so that every damages incurred by me could be covered by insurance..Thank god none got injured..so the case was closed after i was fined...but my car was wrecked like hell..so needed to be towed by a kren to a workshop nearby..later at night my parents came to pick me up..what a day!!
since then, i still havent driven till today...i guess the aftermath is still there..this is my first experience of an accident..i guess it's a part n parcel of driving life..my parents themselves have been involved in quite a number of accidents.. so sooner or later it'd happen..but the important thing is tht i learned something from the incident..

????exam!!!!

2007-06-14T11:52:00.001+08:00

i was dreaming of gettin' 4 for this sem but when the exam time came, i jz hoped tht i passed all the tests..all of em r frigging hard for cryin' out loud
these are several awards given to several subjects n the reasons
microbiology- peculiar test award (for the lab test , we r given about 30sec for each station to read the info bout thingstht we've never heard bout n later answer the questions) hello..we all dnt hav photographic memory!!!!
parasitology- happy moment termination award( when pple relishing the moment they tikced the last answer, the lecturer ruined the happy moment by announcing UTS result--fr sure the marks suck
anatomy-despair award( there are abt 60 qustion but only few of the questions r understandable--tht doesnt mean we could answer the few questions..even medic students dnt know the answers..we feel hopeless plus when UTS result tht only one lucky student didnt flunk the test

biochem n histology didnt win any awrds..hopt they try harder nest year by making unusual, weird things during exam
these r the subjects for the 1st week...im looking forward to seeing wht the following tests will bring..
i cnt wait to take remedials at the same time cnt wait to fonosh this tormenting exam weeks..=(

what i've been up to lately

2007-03-27T14:14:00.000+08:00

lately i jz don't know what to put in my blog..totally blank..then, i'vve got some ideas but i dnt have camera/photos,, so i thought plain writing isnt gonna attract any readers in spite of the fact the this page has no readers at all....however i think i shud give myself some credit n jz put whatever i want to regardless what people think of it..
so recently...i've shifted to a new house(b4 was kosan)..i live with raja n faizal...it's a house with three rooms n 2 bathrooms...n it has a magnificient kitchen..it's an open air kitchen with a small pond there...but when it rains, it's quite troublesome..
i also jz bought a new bike... Honda Supra Fit, blue silver...there is sth wrong with the plat no..it's so flimsy n not tightly fixed...so whenever i ride on uneven road, it would eminate a rattling noise...pple would know tht im coming bcoz of the sound...after almost a month i bought the bike i never watched it till it looked like an old one but after some critism tht i received fom my friends(it's gonna b rusty, pple would think less of u n blaaaa), FINALLY i washed it...it was fun though!!
i also got a dye job...the color is majibrown...i was always scared the the color was gonna come off, so i cut down my hairwashing time to 2/3 times a week n used color lock shampoo...but nw it's ok since the color doesnt fade at all...thank god!kinda amazing ,,,its like every single hair is coated with an impervious layer...some pple say i look like mix people...so whenever pple ask i said tht i got some meditteranean blood...there was one gullable girl tht totally bought it...haha...

Lebaran 2006

2006-11-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

It was so sad that I couldn’t go back to Malaysia to celebrate Hari Raya with my beloved family but it was also quite thrilled celebrating raya in Indonesia for the first time.
In Ramadhan month, everything was still the same. No difference with what we had before but when raya was around the corner already, all the shops are closed till we didn’t have place to go to eat. On the day before Raya we(me, Haha, John, Aini, Syaz, Nat) went to Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia, by bus.

We reached Kg Rambutan Bus Station and took taxi to go to Wisma Malaysia. I suggested to use meter for the cab while another suggested fixed price, bargain first then only get on the cab. And we used meter and unfortunately we got cheated. The meter has been fixed that it ran so fast. N it cost Rp.140000. Everybody was cursing the cab driver as we arrived at our destination. Jakarta is really different compared to the place I’m staying…Jakarta is more developed and somewhat more civilized.. People there are so open-minded and not so darn conservative like people here. We stayed In Wisma Malaysia at Jln. Cokroaminoto..

We went to several malls like Plaza Sarina….

I've turn around the photo but when it's uploaded, all the changes made are nullified...stupid human's invention!!

We didn't buy a thing bcoz the prices are exorbitantly high

On the way to Plaza Semanggi we found a spectacular park, so we took a break and had some some pictures taken there....
Plaza Semanggi….
At Plaza Semanggi we played games there since game machines at Jatinangor Town Square are so limited…..
We broke our last fast at The Buffet…..
It was expensive but worth it..we ate so much till one of my friends puked three times

We were loafing there until all the shops closed. Then we went back by cab to our Wisma Malaysia. Everybody was so exhausted….

The next day we celebrated Hari Raya at the embassy…We could eat malaysian’s food which was nice especially the Rendang. We also met our friends that studying at UI, Unkrida, Uni trisakti, Uni Moestopo and bla2..It was no fun compare to celebrating raya with our family but still it was much better that staying at yr room alone the whole day....
Barisan Kuning...

The we went to Dufan(Dunia Fantasi) at Anchol. It is a theme park that is bigger than genting theme park...
Rumah Miring( inclined-floor house)...
In the log......
We got wet after “Arung Jeram”
We didn’t have enough time to play all the games, so we just played the ones that are the most thrilled..

On the way back, we didn’t get air-conditioned bus, so we took the normal bus which didn’t pass thru toll( high way) and It took 5 hours in that hot(sauna-like), packed(sardine-like) and suffering (hell-like) journey… We slept most of the time......
That’s the end of our excursion to Jakarta..